STUCK IN REALITY

Life after 2 years

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"Hey baby"

I said said walking in through the bedroom door

It's been 2 years since I kinda just left Billie

But after what she said it broke me

I blocked everyone and got a new number

Since then a lot of shit has happened and it's not easy shit

(⚠️TW ⚠️)

Right after I got home that night from Hawaii I started cutting and Tried to take my life which didn't work

I've had to find a job and I'm a waitress in New York

After everything I moved I couldn't be in LA in the same apartment knowing Billie could just show up or I could run into her

I don't get recognized thank god I mean I was a nobody to begin with and since then I dyed my hair a light blonde

2 years after I meet this guy who was super amazing

Or I thought

We started fighting and I told him I was tired of it and was gonna leave him so he got me pregnant and then left and haven't seen him since

I now have a 2 week old daughter who I named Quinton or quin for short

Now here we are

I held my daughter in my arms

She was the cutest thing and even though I'm only 19 I wouldn't trade her for the world

I kissed her head and walked downstairs with her and put her on her play mat in the living room

I walked in the kitchen and grabbed a cup of apple sauce to eat as a snack

I sat on the couch and watched TV while mal laid on the floor looking around and sucking on her thumb

As I was flipping channels I saw Billie on tv doing an interview

She looked different

'So two years ago we saw a picture with you and some girl how are you guys you've been quiet since then'

The guy asked

' I umm we aren't together anymore...shit happened'

She said

I changed the channel

"Yeah you fucking broke my heart"

I mumbled to literally no one and decided to just watch some cooking show

I need to get stuff at the grocery store for dinner

I sighed and grabbed the baby off the play mat

"Come on baby let's get you changed and go shopping"

I told her

I walked upstairs and laid her on the bed putting pillows on all sides of her before changing out of my pajamas

I grabbed a pair of sweatpants and tube top and then found Quin a cute onesie

I grabbed her and then got my phone and keys butting my phone in my backpack before clipping on a pacifier to quin's onesie and placed it in her mouth

I shut the door behind me locking it and then placed her in her car seat before buckling her in and getting in the drivers seat heading to the grocery store

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I walked in with me holding her already getting stares

I ignored them and walked trying to find something

I was looking for a certain brand

Someone walked down the isle I was in

I looked at them and quickly looked away

Shit shit shit

I grabbed what I needed and accidentally bumped into them

"Fuck I'm sor...Tayden"

They asked

Fuck

I slowly nodded backing up a bit as i repositioned Qin

"Finneas....what's up"

I said awkwardly

"What are you doing here"

He asked

"I Uhh I live here"

I said

"Oh wow...we're on tour"

He said

"Please tell me"

I started

"She's not here"

He said as I sighed

"Who's this she's so cute you nanny now"

He said

"I umm this is Quinton and she's my daughter"

I said

He was shocked

" oh so you're"

He started

"Her dad and I got in a fight and he purposely got me pregnant and dipped"

I explain as he nodded

"How old is she"

He asked

"Two weeks"

I told him

"Oh wow you just had her"

He said as I nodded

"You should come out and watch one of our shows"

He said

"I don't know Finneas me and Billie definitely aren't on good terms and I have a kid now so that's gonna make things worse"

I said

"Then can me and Claudia stop by later"

He asked

"Sure I guess I'm making dinner of you want it"

I told him

"We'll just stop by we have dinner reservations"

He said as I nodded

"I'll see you"

I said as he nodded giving him my address

What the fuck did I get myself into