STUCK IN REALITY

Catch up

I heard the door bell ring as I walked downstairs

I opened the door as Claudia hugged me

" oh my gosh I missed you I literally didn't believe Finneas when he told me and your hair"

She said

I laughed

" come in"

I told them

They walked in and sat on the couch

"How have you been"

He asked

"Umm well I have a newborn so I mean I'm not getting sleep"

I said laughing showing Claudia a picture

" I can't believe you're a mama she's so cute"

She said

"Thank you"

I said

"How about you guys how are you"

I asked

"We're good we definitely miss you"

Claudia said

"At least someone does"

I mumbled

"Billie really didn't mean it tayden she really does like you.....well I don't know about now but it took he so long to recover from loosing you"

He said

"She broke my heart Finneas I could care less and I'm sorry that sounds harsh but it's true"

I told him

" I get it"

He said

I heard the baby monitor go off

" I'm so sorry"

I said excusing myself to go grab her

I walked upstairs and into the room as I gently picked her up

I brought her downstairs and Claudia lost it

" oh my god"

She said

" she's so tiny"

Finneas said as I nodded

" she was due this week but I had her early"

I explained

" wow you're in great shape"

Claudia said

" thank you I work out with her every morning"

I said laughing

" we leave tomorrow but we should stay in contact so you can bring her out"

Claudia said

" umm yeah"

I said

" as long as I can avoid Billie"

I said

" I'll make sure of it"

Finneas said

I handed the baby to Claudia while I grabbed my phone and Finneas put in his number

"I'll text you Claudia's number"

He told me as I nodded

"Please think about coming out to a concert tomorrow"

Finneas said

I nodded

"I'll consider it"

I said as he smiled

"We gotta go our reservations are soon and we're meeting up with the family"

He said as I nodded

"It was so nice seeing you again"

Claudia said as she handed me the baby

"You too I'll see you guys soon"

I told them

I have them hugs and they left

I sighed

"I don't know if I can go tomorrow cuz if I see her I'll break"

I said to the baby

I laughed

"Who  am I kidding you're just a lil baby"

I said as she gently smiled

I kissed her head

"Ok let's put you back to sleep so mommy can go eat"

I said as I placed her in her swing in the kitchen and turned it on before making some pasta for myself

After it finished she's started crying

I grabbed a bowl putting some pasta in it with sauce on top and grabbed her and sat back on the couch and began breastfeeding her while I played Billie's song hostage because she loves it

Should I go tomorrow