STUCK IN REALITY

Trouble

I got up early because well I'm a mom

I brought the baby downstairs and set her on her little swing while I started breakfast

Quinton's dad has been texting me non stop but I'm not tryna deal with that shit right now

Billie walked downstairs with messy hair and and big shirt and sweats

I placed a plate down for her and gave her some orange juice

" you still remember"

She mumbled to herself

I pretended I didn't hear and put stuff away

"You're not gonna eat"

She asked as I shook my head

"I got other stuff to do"

I told her as I grabbed the baby and gave her a bottle

My phone started ringing

"It's some guy named nick"

Billie said

I groaned

"Hello"

I said answering

"You know nick I don't care...yes I saw your texts I left you on read for a reason jackass"

I said

"I don't care if she's your kid you got to see her once and I already regret it"

I said trying to stay calm

I really hate Quinton's dad

Letting her see him was a mistake

I groaned and hung up

I sighed and just went back to what I was doing

Billie just ate her food and scrolled on her phone

After burping the baby I put her back in her swing and started to clean up little things here and there and I put my suitcases away

I walked back in the kitchen and saw billie cleaning her stuff

I sat on the island and just scrolled through socials

I don't have work till tomorrow

"Umm billie do you think you could watch Quin tomorrow...if not I can just bring her to my job"

I said nervously

"I'll watch her I don't care"

She said looking up from her phone for a sec

"Fuck I wanna vape so bad"

She mumbled before walking upstairs

I put on some baby show for Quin when there was a knock on the door

I grabbed the baby and her swing and placed them in the living room before walking to Answer the door

Nick invited himself in

"What the fuck is wrong with you"

I said turning towards him

"Get the fuck out"

I said to him

"No why the fuck do you think you can keep me from seeing my daughter"

He asked angrily

"Bitch you got me pregnant and dipped your choice not mine plus I don't want my daughter hanging around some rapist"

I said

He walked closer to me fuming

"Back up"

I said

He backed me into a wall

"Who the fuck do you think you're talking to"

He asked

"GO AWAY"

I yelled

Quin started crying

"Back the fuck off dude"

I heard from behind him

He let me go and turned around facing Billie

"Awe look we got lil miss popular over here...you guys fucking again or something"

Nick asked

"What if we are"

She said kissing her teeth before smirking

While he wasn't looking I dialed 911

I started having a panic attack

He started going towards Billie

I grabbed the only thing I could think of and snuck up behind him before hitting him in the back of the head and watching as he fell

I dropped the pan shaking

My breathing was so uneven and I couldn't see straight

Police came in and arrested him

I had people asking if I was ok but I couldn't answer

Someone handed billie the baby and then everything went black