STUCK IN REALITY

I love you

Two weeks billie has been with me and she helps out a lot with the baby

I walked upstairs holding Quin and went to billies room

I walked Into her room

"Hey"

I said sternly and grabbed the vape out of her hand

"Tayden give it back come on I haven't vaped in two weeks"

She said

"Billie no I promised your bother plus 'I can't afford to love someone who isn't dying my mistake' sound familiar"

I asked her

"Hold up you still love me"

She asked smirking

"I- what n..no"

I said

She bit her lip looking down

" oh"

She mumbled

Shit I felt bad

"I gotta go I'm gonna be late"

I said handing her the baby gently before walking out and grabbing my shoes and keys

I had work today and I wasn't gonna be late because of Billie

I got to work and started serving food like I normally do but I'm getting more recognized

"Hi Tayden omg I'm a big fan is billie living with you"

Some teen asked

"No she's in LA but thanks for the support"

I smiled as I gave the other table their food

I hate people knowing me

I walked back to the kitchen and sighed

"You ok Tay"

My friend bella asks me

"Yeah I'm just stressed out"

I admitted

"Tayden can I talk to you"

My boss asked

I nodded my head and followed him

*

I pulled up in the driveway and got out of the car walking up to the house seeing cards and notes left on the doorstep from fans

Great people know where I live

I walked inside and shut the door

Billie turned around on the couch

"Oh hey Quin is asleep"

She said walking over

Her face dropped when she saw me

"What's wrong"

She asked

"My boss fired me....and fans know where I live"

I said setting the stuff on the counter

"Ok umm we'll figure it out ok I'll help you....you guys can come live with me if you want"

She offered

"I have to find a new job though"

I said crying

"I have to be able to at least afford stuff for Quin I don't care about myself"

I said

Billie hugged me

"It's ok I'm gonna help ok"

Billie said rubbing my back

"I'll pay for whatever you guys need ok until you find a job"

She told me

"Billie no that's too much that's your money"

I told her

"I know Tayden but I...I love you"

She said

"You what"

I asked looking up as we pulled apart from the hug

"I love you"

She said again looking into my eyes

"You don't have to say it back because I know you've moved o.."

I cut her off by kissing her

We pulled apart slowly

She looked into my eyes and leaned in again reconnecting our lips

She grabbed my waist as I gently grabbed the side of her face

She gently slid her tongue into my mouth as my stomach exploded with butterflies

It was at the moment I knew I missed her

We pulled apart still holding each other

"I love you too billie"

I said as she smiled lightly