Love Mattheo, your greatest love.

A surprise

I walk into my dorm as quiet as I can, hoping I don't wake my friends.

I go to the bathroom, striping my clothes off. I take a warm shower, but once I get out, I realize I didn't put my clean clothes in here. So I wrap my towel around me, walking out of the bathroom, and to my drawers.

I rummage through my drawers for some shorts and a shirt. "Where were you?" I jump at the sudden voice and turn around quickly to see who it is.

Draco.

Draco is standing right behind me, eyes red, and hair a mess.

"Sorry you scared me." I chuckle. "Did I wake you?" I ask.

"It's fine. Where were you? I waited for you all night." He says deeply. "Oh I- uh sorry I just lost track of time. I was uh- uh was at the Astronomy Tower." I say holding my breath waiting for whatever he will say next. "Were you alone?" "I- uh no-uh y-yes" I stutter.

"Doesn't look like it-" he scoffs, bringing his hand up to my messy hair, twisting it in his fingers. "-looks like you were with someone to me-" he brings the same hand that was playing with my hair, to my neck where there are bites and hickeys. "-like you were fucking someone? Is that what you were doing, fucking someone?" He growls, jaw clenched. His eyes make his way up from my neck to my face. He looks into my green eyes, staring deep into my soul, searching for an answer to his question.

"I- n-no" I lie. He brings his hand up to my throat, squeezing tightly, slamming me into the wall. "Don't lie to me," he cocks his head to the side, and brings his lips to my ear, continuing in a whisper "were you fucking someone?" I slowly nod my head. "Yes," I whisper, looking down at his shoes. He grabs my chin roughly bringing my face up to look at his. Staring immensely into my eyes.

"Who?" He insisted,clenching his jaw so hard, I'm surprised his teeth haven't broken yet.

"Mattheo Riddle" I answer. He grabs the back of my neck, bringing my face so close to his that our lips are about to touch. He's no longer staring into my eyes, but at my lips. "So you're fucking the dark lord's son now?" He whisper-shouts.

Not knowing what to say, seeing that he can't know I'm joining the dark lords army tomorrow, I slowly nod my head. "What are you trying to do get yourself killed?" He spits. "You can't hang out with him Y/n, you're going to get yourself killed. I love you Y/n, I can't lose you, I- I need you." His eyes shine with tears, that threaten to fall.

I look at him sadly "I don't need your protection, Draco." I whisper, looking down. "Look at me" he commands. So I do. I look up at him, tears falling from his face, not wanting me to get hurt, not wanting me to go down that path.

Oh to only look into the future.

He doesn't want me to go down that path but little does he know, I'm already on it.

And both him and I don't know that hurt, is all that is going to happen to us.

"Do you love me?" He asks sadly. "Of course I love you Draco. You know that." "Then don't be with him, don't fuck him. He won't treat you like I will. He can't protect you like I do. And he won't love you as I already do." He says. When he says that my eyes water, but I will not let him see me cry. "Draco I love you but you are my best friend, I can't be with you. In a perfect life I would, but this life is far from that." "I'm so sorry Draco." I say my voice breaking a little.

He lets go of me and looks at the ground. "I understand." He mumbles sadly. He scratches the back of his head, feeling awkward and weak that he confessed these type of feelings towards me. "We should go to sleep." He says and starts to turn around but before he does, I grab his hand. He turns around and looks down at me.