Love Mattheo, your greatest love.

I need you!

TW: Attempted suicide, suicidal thoughts, and cutting

Y/n's POV

Three days later

I can't take the pain anymore. I can't handle the constant feeling of this numbness that wont go away. It's like a hole, and everyday It's digging a little deeper, pulling at my soul.

Everyday I think back to how he would rape me for hours and then, not even giving me a break, he would torture me. The only thing I was allowed was water and where I was in restraints I couldn't hold it myself. So they would give it to me. Half of the time they would spill it all over me just to laugh at me because I was helpless. I couldn't stop them. I was pathetic. some days they would just forget altogether to give me water.

I would try to go to sleep but I usually only got about thirty minutes. Either because they would come in not thirty minutes later to do the exact same shit as before or because I couldn't go to sleep due to other girls screaming in pain. But I'm sure I got the worse of it considering they all got breaks, and got to sleep, and eat, and drink water.

So I'm going to do it, I'm going to kill myself. I can't take it any longer. I love Mattheo, and I don't want to leave him but I can't go through this pain anymore.

Mattheo was downstairs, talking to Draco about the cabinet. Apparently it's almost finished. So that means I'll have to get up and out of bed to be there since it's apart of my task too.

Mattheo didn't want to leave me alone, seeing that I start to have panic attacks when I'm left alone, and he probably shouldn't have left me seeing that I'm about to kill myself, but I told him that I would be fine for a few minutes. Oh what a lie that was.

Mattheo's POV

"One week? Are you sure?" I asked Draco.

"Yes mate I'm sure. One week and I should be finished. Then they will start to flood in. I've told Snape to get y/n when they come in. Once he gets her they will come back and watch as I kill him. Now I know what you're thinking mate, I know you want to be with y/n and then bring her there yourself but it can't work like that." He sighed, running his hands through his hair, then continuing.

"After my task is fulfilled we have to go with her for her mission. She will kill her Parents then we will hide out here, at the manner until further news."

I sighed and was about to speak when I heard a crash upstairs. I looked up at Draco, eyes widening before I run upstairs.

We run into my room, the others behind us. They must've heard it too.

I run up to the bathroom door, trying to open it but its locked. I grab my wand muttering a spell. The door opens and I see y/n on the bathroom floor with slit wrists.

Both of her arms are slit from the wrists up to the inner elbow. Blood is flowing everywhere around her . It looks like a fucking murder scene. After standing there in shock I finally run over to her, almost slipping in her blood. Her eyes are slowly shutting and I grab her face in my hands, making her look into my eyes. Narcissa runs over beside of me, holding her arms and trying to stop the bleeding. I smack her face lightly, trying to keep her awake.

"Darling please, you can't leave me. please stay awake for me. Please my love." I continue shaking her.

"I love you Theo, I'm sorry." She whispers.

"No! Stay awake, you're not fucking leaving me, please stay awake for me." I yell. she smiles sadly before her eyes slowly close.

No!