secret sister

chapter 11

I ran and didn't look back, i heard everyone call my name but i didn't care i also know no one was going to follow me, because who would in this situation i would run to Cole but he no longer is an option so ran somewhere i told them i no longer go to because they're scared i would jump but the thing about this place is that there's a higher point and only i know about it buit if you look for it you can find it, it took awhile but i finally got there and i was crying to the point were i was starting to have a panic attack and it scared me, i didn't have anyone to help me or my music

'why would they think i'll just leave like they mean nothing to me, i cant believe that they think that' i thought, i looked for a small book that i hid here awhile back and when i found it, my little friend was still inside so i took it out and i began to cut again i only did 5 on my right side when Tony found me

"Abi, whant are you doing?" he asked and sat next to me

"im sorry" i said my voicce still cracking and i looked at him and i felt worse wwhen i saw how disappointed he was

"it's alright aslong as you don't do it again...give me the razor" he said and took out his hand waiting for me to give it to him

"but what if i need it again" i asked in a whisper

"you'll never need this, in the words of Gerard Way 'Nothing is worth hurting yourself over. Do you understand me?' please give it to me" he said and i did, at first he didn't do anything he just looked at it and then he kissed my cheek again and through away the razor, i could have sworn he was blushing, but i didn't say anything

"come on lets go home" he said and stood up but i didn't move

"you can go just don't say i was here" i said

"nope im satying too then" he said and sat back down, he took out his phone and texted Jaime saying that he found me and not to worry. Jaime of course wanted to know where I was but I told Tony not to tell him were we were because in some way i wanted to be alone but not fully  and Tony's very quiet so it will be easy to forget he was there and i was fine with it

"Tony when we go back can you not tell them were we were" i said and he looked at me and just nodded, he looked at my arm and i was still bleeding

"let me see your arm" he said and i showed him, he took off his shirt and his undershirt and i couldn't help but stare at his bare chest "umm...Abi?" he said and his face got closer to mine and i just looked at him, our faces kept getting closer and his lips were almost on mine when his phone started to ring and we both backed away he grabbed my arm and gave me his phone to answer and i did

"Hello? ouch!" i said and he gave an apolligetic look

"Hello who is this?" said the lady

"my name is Abi and you?" i asked

"im Stephany, and i need to talk to Tony" she said

"what do you need to talk to Tony about Stephany?" i asked, and looked at Tony he looked like he wanted the phone but he didn't move

"well thats personal but if you must know i want to ask Tony to take me back" she said, i knew she was his ex but hearing her say that broke my heart, i use to say that i was in  love with Tony Perry but i never tought i will actually meet him and even if has been just a few weeks i know now that i'm really inlove with him,

"you want Tony to take you back?" i asked, when Tony takes the phone

"Steph?....i can't, i thought i loved you but you cheated and i can't trust you ever again...well the person that answer is someone important....yea she is.... so what?....never contact me again or any of my friends....i don't care goodbye" he said and hunged up and he wrapped his undershirt around my arm "better?" he asked and i nodded and he put his shirt back

"Tony what time is it?" i asked

"its almost 7" he said, and i stood up he did too "Abi?"

"if you want to you can go home but i have to be somewhere" i said and started walking towards the church when  i felt someone next to me, i looked to see who it was and Tony hasn't left my side and i smile at that

"where are we going?" he asked

"someplace that makes me feel important" i said and i grabbed his hand and began running.