Are You Alive?

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Josh stared at the boy in front of him, Tyler. "What are you looking at?" Tyler sighed, looking at Josh. Tyler watched as Josh lowered his gaze. Tyler looked at him for a few minutes examining the heavy eyebags under Josh's eyes before standing up to leave the library. Josh watched as Tyler stood up. "Do you need something?" Tyler asked, growing irritated. "Are you okay?" Josh asked. Tyler looked at him, his lifeless eyes looking into Josh's lively ones. "Don't ask me stupid questions," Tyler mumbled, before leaving. Josh swallowed thickly watching as Tyler left the library. It made him sad. Tyler always looked dull and emotionless. Josh was miserable about the fact that he couldn't help. He was quickly developing feelings and all he wanted was to see Tyler happy even if it meant never seeing him again. Josh rested his head in his hands, quickly falling asleep.

Josh jumped as a cold hand on his hand woke him up. "Get your stuff, they're gonna close campus," Tyler mumbled. Josh's eyes widened, flustered he tried to grab his stuff. Tyler watched Josh struggle. "You can't do anything," Tyler sighed, grabbing Josh's stuff quickly before pulling him out of the library. Josh stumbled behind him. Josh looked at Tyler as they walked outside. It was dark and raining. "Go home," Tyler said. Josh nervously nodded and started walking away from Tyler. That's when he realized he didn't have his keys or money, his parents weren't home and he couldn't walk home it was too far, he'd be home at midnight. Josh wasn't very brave either. Josh stopped, he couldn't go home now. Josh fidgeted with his backpack. Tyler noticed Josh's figure, he sighed and walked up to Josh. "What are you doing? You're getting wet," Tyler scolded. Josh looked at him. Tyler noticed his shivering. Tyler grabbed his wrist, pulling him toward his apartment building. 

Josh watched as Tyler unlocked his apartment and led them in. "Take it off, shoes too," Tyler mumbled, pointing at Josh's soaked sweater. Josh quickly took it off. Tyler slipped off his shoes and walked to his room, grabbing a blanket. "Sit down," Tyler said, pointing at the couch and draping the blanket over the other boy. Tyler turned on the heater, he looked at Josh. The smaller boy trembled, he fidgeted with his fingers nervously. Tyler bit his lip, he grabbed the TV remote. Josh watched as Josh sat next to him. Tyler got comfortable, glancing at Josh before looking back at the TV. 

Josh had stopped shivering, he fidgeted with the blanket. He was nervous, who wouldn't be after their crush took them home? Tyler looked at him. "Come here," Tyler whispered. Josh's eyes widened, he looked at Tyler. He didn't move. Tyler bit his lip, the urge to fuck Josh senseless building up. Tyler turned off the TV. The intimidating boy crawled on top of Josh. Josh gasped, his eyes widening. Tyler looked down at him. "You're cute," he mumbled. Josh gripped the blanket tightly, growing nervous. Tyler leaned down and kissed Josh roughly. Josh gasped, his body trembled as Tyler kissed him heatedly. He was overwhelmed as Tyler pulled away. Josh's cheeks were flushed red, his breathing fast and uneven. Tyler's eyes glinted with lust, he looked down at Josh dominantly. The sub cowered under Tyler's gaze. Josh whimpered. Tyler chuckled, his hand wrapped around Josh's neck. Josh's member grew hard, he gasped again. "Is this okay? Can I do this to you?" Tyler hummed. Josh nodded as best he could, his eyes fluttering shut, too overwhelmed. "Look at me," Tyler said lowly. Josh looked up at Tyler, whimpering as Tyler tightened his hand around his neck. Josh's hand came to grab onto Tyler's bigger ones. "Is my toy turned on yet?" Tyler asked, running his hand over Josh's bulge. Josh moaned softly, his eyes glistening. Tyler smirked. Josh's hand tightened on Tyler's at the action. Tyler kissed Josh's jaw, biting the skin roughly. Josh's eyes grew watery. Once Tyler was done marking Josh's jaw he moved down to his neck, letting go of the sub's neck. Josh moaned, pressing into the couch. 

Tyler marked Josh. He loved having the smaller boy under his control. Josh trembled as Tyler looked at his body. "You're so fucking cute," Tyler whispered, he pulled Josh's shirt over his head. Josh looked at him, his chest heaving. Tyler teased Josh's nipples. Josh's back arched, he gasped and moaned. Tyler licked over Josh's nipples, he grinned as Josh cried out when he brought his nipple between his teeth. Josh whimpered when Josh pulled away. "Shh, gorgeous," Tyler whispered, wiping Josh's tears of pleasure. Josh whimpered, wanting Tyler's comfort. Tyler slowly removed Josh's jeans. Tyler grazed his teeth over Josh's thigh. The sub breathed heavily. "So fucking pretty," Tyler praised. Josh covered his face, overwhelmed and Tyler licked the inside of his thighs. "Princess, look down here, I want your pretty eyes on me," Tyler mumbled. Josh obeyed, looking down at the brunette. Josh gasped as Tyler pulled off his boxers, leaving him completely naked. Tyler grabbed Josh's flushed member, he quickly jerked Josh off. Tyler's fingers went to Josh's hole. Josh moaned loudly at the pleasure, never having felt like this before. Tyler's hand felt nothing like his own. Josh didn't last very long, Tyler's hand easily making him cum. Tyler let him calm down. 

"Tyler," Josh whimpered. Tyler grabbed his jaw. "God, you're so pretty," he breathed. Josh whimpered. Tyler grabbed Josh's legs and spread them. Tyler stood up and pulled down his jeans and boxers. Josh whined at the size of Tyler's cock, thinking about how it felt being stuffed inside of him. Tyler quickly placed himself between Josh's legs. Josh gasped as Tyler slipped in, he moaned. Tyler grunted, biting his lip. Josh moaned loudly, Tyler's thrusts grew harder as Josh's moans grew faster. "Mmph- Tyler!" Josh cried when Tyler hit his sweet spot. Tyler moaned lowly, he sped up. Josh gasped as he came, his body shaking as he came untouched again. "Shit, fuck-," Tyler moaned as he came into Josh's tight hole. Josh trembled, he whimpered. Tyler stood up, leaving the living room to go to his room. Tyler came back, wearing boxers and a towel in hand. Josh looked at Tyler as the brunette wiped him off. Tyler silently slipped a loose pair of boxers onto Josh. The smaller boy looked at Tyler. Josh blushed as Tyler kissed him before sitting him up and curling next to him. Josh looked up at Tyler. "You cold?" Tyler asked, his eyes back to their usual lifeless look. Josh shook his head, pressing into Tyler's side. Tyler wrapped an arm around him. "You can sleep, baby. Those eyebags look horrendous," Tyler smiled. Josh nodded, he dozed off. 

Tyler sighed, whatever had just happened was not expected. Josh had the personality that could change him, maybe it was worth a chance. And he did. 

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Josh looked into Tyler's drowsy eyes. "Y'know for a switch you're really good at being submissive," Josh mumbled, kissing Tyler's cheek. Tyler giggled. "You're good at being dominant," Tyler sighed, grabbing Josh's soft hands. Josh looked into Tyler's eyes. His eyes looked alive, lively and happy. Josh loved the fact that he changed Tyler. He smiled as Tyler fell asleep, the brunnette's head resting on his chest. Josh rubbed Tyler's hands, the warm metal of his engagement ring  oddly comforting him. Maybe it wasn't the ring, it was the hand it was slipped on. 

(can't figure out if that ending was too sappy or fit just right)

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