Chapter 11 : When you let go , you let life begin

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I awoke with a start , remembering Lucifer's words and screamed for him . 

" LUCIFERRRRR!!!!!" .

'oh no , oh no', I thought . He'd let me go for real . I saw sniper flashed into the room .

 " miss faith, what's wrong ?" 

I didnt answer but as I saw sniper , I felt a speck of hope . If Sniper was here ... then maybe Lucifer was here too ! Sniper , has if hearing my thoughts said ,

" No faith , he isnt here , he left you in this new house so you could have peace and live your life without fear. He also left me here as a guard to protect you if you're in danger." 

My heart stopped beating , my lungs stopped breathing , my head left like it was going to burst . 

" I - I need to rest ... please ... please leave Sniper " , I quietly ordered .

He signed , but complied . I lay down - thinking of me and Lucifer and all the times and moments we shared . Our wedding vows replayed in my head and I just broke down . I looked at the silver band round my finger and tears dropped on it . This is it . No more Lucifer .. no more kisses . Just pain .. sadness . Suicide was on my mind at the moment . I Just wanted to die . I miss Lucifer .. how could he just leave me . All these thoughts were running in my head .

"I should die ' . I quietly thought to myself . "Lucifer isn't with me anymore , he's probably screwing some tall blonde bimbo ."

That thought had me crying so hard I couldn't breathe . It felt as if my lungs were on fire. The only thing I know that could out my flames was lucifer - And I KNEW he wasn't coming back .

I got up , went to my drawer and was grateful when I saw two blades in my toiletries . I put them together and cut my arms , legs , my upper breast and under my belly . The pain was unbarable . I fell down on the bed . My wounds were bleeding all on the white, satin bed spreads . I just knew I would soon come face to face with death - but unlike how most people dread it and cry , I started laugh grateful for my end . Lucifer was my other half . To breathe , to fully live life .

And without him , I cannot breathe . I cease to live . As I coughed up blood and my lips were heavily closing , Sniper rushed into my room .

'FAITH WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO YOURSELF!' He screamed blue murder .

" Bye Sniper , bye world , bye Lucifer ' ,I said with my last and final breath .

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