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Too good to be true (Gin x reader)

Port mafia. One of the most dangerous gifted organisations. But it didn't change the fact that somebody without a gift can be a very important part of it. For example her. You admired Gin a lot, even without ability she was stronger than you and many other ability users as well. But it didn't affect your friendship at all. The only problem was... what if you wanted something more than that? You had pretty strong feelings for her. But you knew that you're not prepared to confess. Not yet.

Every mission you were overthinking your decision. What if you will get killed? What if you will die without her knowing how you feel about her? But isn't it better than living in a world where she hates you for having feelings for her?

,,(Y/N)!" Her voice and a hard hit made you stop thinking as she moved you out of bullet's way and the two of you fell on the ground. Damn it. Without her you would get killed once again. Before you could move, she was already standing on her two feet, running to the enemy, prepared to react on whatever move he makes.

You wanted to watch her stunning beauty as she fought against a group of men from the other organisation, but you knew you have to help her. You stood up, taking a gun in your hand. You shot one of these enemies right before he attacked Gin, probably saving her from some more trouble. You ran closer, decided not to use your gun anymore as long as the other men are too close to Gin because one wrong move could mean that you shot her instead of one of your enemies.

You took a knife out of your pocket. You were not really good at fighting from a short distance, but Gin already learned you some things so you were not bad either. You attacked one of your enemies, making him fall on the ground in agony, then taking out your gun. You shot three bullets into his body to make sure he won't cause you anymore trouble later.

You looked at Gin, realising that she already got the rest done. ,,Now let's take these files Mori wanted us to bring and get out of here." She said, her voice so quiet so you could barely hear it. She walked to the table where the files should be kept. You only watched her, admiring the way she can move so smoothly without making a single sound, like a ghost. You were considered a good assassin as well, but every time you saw her, you felt like you're nothing. Compared to her, every move of yours was as loud as a bomb thrown on a building. Every your move was too late and every hit you made to your enemy was slower and weaker than hers. You admired the way she can be so strong and mysterious, yet still she kept the soft side of hers alive as well.

,,(Y/N), are you alright?" She asked as the two of you were sitting in a car on your way back to port Mafia's headquarters. ,,Yeah. Thanks for saving me once again." You tried to sound naturally, you tried not to make your feelings visible in the way you acted and talked. ,,You have been acting weird lately, did something happen?"

And now, what should you say? You can't just say that you feel in love with her. No. But making up some lie didn't seem as a good solution as well.

,,Nothing." You said, trying to sound careless, yet you feel like your face was heating up just at the thought of her caring about you.

,,You're lying." She said as the car stopped. ,,I mean... if you don't trust me, just say it and don't pretend it's nothing. I understand." She said with a very quiet voice, then started to quickly walk away with the files Mori wanted. ,,I said it's nothing!" You told before she left. You were so stressed of the thought of her knowing about your feelings so you sounded a little angrily.

You decided to leave your weapons in your car and also threw some garbage out of it.

When you came to Mori's office, you felt kind of relieved that you didn't see him dressing Elise chan, it always was an awkward moment when you came in in the wrong time. ,,(Y/N)" he greeted you. ,,Gin was already here. You can go home." And so you did.

You came home to find out there was some car standing right in your parking spot. ,,Ugh... I really need to put here a sign or do something with all these annoying people parking here." You thought to yourself. But then you realised that you know this car. What is he doing here?

Right in front of you house you saw Akutagawa. ,,(Y/N)." He said your name with a cold voice. ,,Do you need something?" You asked. The two of you barely talked, but wasn't on a bad terms.

Suddenly he pushed you against the wall and looked deep into your eyes. ,,I saw Gin a hour ago. She was sad. Have you done anything to her or something?" In his voice was so much anger. ,,What? No! We went on a normal mission, that's all."

,,Stop lying! She was sad because of you!" You didn't understand a single word. ,,She may be an assassin, a killer, but you should know very well that she's still a human! She has feelings and if you won't stop hurting her, I'll kill you!" He yelled at you.

,,I'm sorry Akutagawa, but have I done something wrong?"

,,Are you dumb or blind? Don't you see how much she cares about you? I know her more than anybody and I know that when somebody is this precious to her, every word can cause wound so you better watch what you say because if you make her feel bad because of you being mean to her once again, I'm going to kill you!" He said, then let go of you and without any other word sat in his car and left.

Are you really this precious to her?

Did you really hurt her like this?

Did Akytagawa mean that she likes you?

No way.

That's too good to be true.

But when you think of it, you maybe really sounded a bit too mean today.

When you think of it, you always sound angry when you're stressed.

Does she think you hate her now?

You need to apologise.

And now you decided.

Tomorrow you'll confess.

No matter how it ends, if Akutagawa didn't lie to you, she must really care about you a lot.

Then she probably won't push you away for loving her even if she doesn't feel the same.

So it can't be that bad after all.

Also she'll figure it out one day anyway.