LOST

Finding out

Asami

Today me and my friends are going to the mall to pick out some stuff for our first day tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous because it's our third year of high school and we're getting closer and closer to college but that's not the only reason why I'm nervous, I'm starting to worry about Korra and Kai because I know they both have depression which is really high and they always wear there sleeves and whenever I accidentally touch a spot on Korra's arm she winces so I'm starting to think she is starting to cut along with Kai.

I wake up to something warm on my neck, I open my eye to see Korra sucking and biting my neck. " mmmmmmm-Korra" "Yes my queen?" I start blushing more when she starts licking my neck. "Ahh-mmm" once she makes her marks she gets up. "Ahh what a great way to start the morning right Sami?" She says I look at her and giggle, I lift both my arms up hinting a hug she comes towards me and lifts me up, I put my arms around her neck and my legs around her waist. "Soo you excited for the first day I say as she sits down with me on her lap. "'Sighs' yes and no" she says as she lets go of me and lays back. "I just don't wanna deal with Tahno and Iroh and their little gang."

Ever since Korra and Kai came to our elementary school a lot of kids didn't like them and made fun of them like Iroh and Thano but, our group was always there to protect them. I start to play with her wolf tails "I know baby me too" I say as I start to kiss her forehead and trail down to her nose to her lips. We start to make out but after some time she speaks up " we should probably get ready to go" I blush " yeah" I give her a peck and get off her but once I turn around she smacks my ass, I turn around to her doing that lopsided smile I love "sorry but you know I love to play drums" she says. I laugh "dork" "only yours" she says ass she walks out of my room to her bedroom.

• ten minutes later•

I get out the shower and head to my closet to grab my clothes and my hair dryer. I dry my hair and go back to grab my clothes my black and white Nike crop top, black ripped jeans. After I put my clothes on I go brush my teeth and I put my makeup on but i hear someone knock at my door "come in" "HEY MIMI" my best friend Opal comes in "HEY OP" we give each other a hug "ok I see you trying to look cute for your Korra-bear" bite my lip "always do" I say. " well imma go back downstairs with Wu and my future husband and mrs Sato" she says opening my door "ok".

After I finish my makeup I go to my closet to get my white and black Air Force 1's and the I grab the jacket I took from my Korra-bear, it was her white denim jacket and then I start to head downstairs. I see my mom and Kai talking. "Hi mom, hey lil bro" I say as I ruffled his hair and I hugged my mom "good morning mi amor" she says " hey sis" I hear him "soo are you guys ready for your first day tomorrow" my mom says "yeah just a little nervous" I say "what about you Kai?" ".......Umm....yeah...totally..hehe" he says. I can tell he's scared "hey is Korra still upstairs?" I asked him " yeah I think so" "ok I'm gonna go check on her" I said as I turn around.

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I walk into her room but I don't see her but I hear whimpers by the bathroom in her room so I go by the closed door and listen. "I can't do this-I-I can't!" it sounds like she crying so I knock on the door but I guess it wasn't closed all the way so it pushed open, I see her in her white and black splattered shirt with her black jeans and in her concord Jordan's. She turns to me and everything stopped once I say what she was doing.

I saw her white sleeves on the side of the sink a pair of scissors opened and in her hand "S-sami h-hey baby!" She says as she hides her arm and scissors behind her back. I had tears rolling down my eyes and I had both my hands covering my mouth. "Korra what are you doing?!" I yelled as I went up to her and grabbed both her arms and grabbed the pair of scissors out her hand and threw them in the tub and brought both her hands to the sink and poured water on her arm.

"Baby why?!" I say as I look up at her with a waterfall of tears flowing down my eyes. "Why?!" "...Because.." she says looking down at me "because what?" I say grabbing a paper towel to dry her arm. "Because-because it numbs the pain" she says with smile "maybe it's best if I just kill myself then people would be more happy without me around" she says as her smile gets brighter and rubbing her neck.

I look at her with my mouth covered but then I shut my eyes and fall to my knees breaking down. Before Korra could move they heard foot steps then see Bolin,Opal,Mako and Wu in the door way. "What .happened we heard yelling?!" I heard Mako say but I couldn't talk because I couldn't breathe because of how hard I was crying. Korra knees down next to me and hugs me and kisses the top of my head.

"K-k-Korra" I heard Bolin say but it sounded sad but I think I kinda guess he found out what happened because of Korras arm. There was nothing else said everyone came and we all had a little group hug. Then we heard a couple more footsteps only to see Kai and my mom. My mom was surprised because she started having tears in her eyes as she walked over to us but then there was Kai who was numb.

After a couple minutes I calm down my mom speaks up " come on you five let's give them a couple minutes" after she says that everyone let's go except Korra and leave the room and close the door. She picked me up and brought me to our room and we sit on the bed but my tears start to form again for the question I'm about to ask again.

"Why?"