Disappointments

02

Eighteen years now . I've been living with my mom and this day is the time I must man up and go to varsity .
It's been so long I've been waiting for this day . 

"Promise me you'll behave yourself , you'll focus on your studies. I just want what's best for you" I could see that she sincerely cares for me. 
"I promise mom , I'll be on my best behavior trust me" we were on our way to Boston University . 
Mom kept giving me those "motivational talks" till we reached Boston Campus . 

It was not bad at all , it was bigger than I imagined it . 
We made our way to the reception . 
"Hi ma'am how may I help you?" The receptionist was so cute , urgh the way she looks at me was flattering . There will be alot happening in this campus I guess .
"I'm here to drop off my son 'Sam Swift'"
"Okay let me check which dorm is he register in" the lady took time looking at some papers . 
"Dorm 58" she handed me the keys . 
I surreptitiously winked at her, she blushed till her cheeks turned red .

We made our way to my room . Already my roomate was there already . Urgh the only thing i hate about College is having a roomate , I'm used in having my own space .

"Hi" we went inside . He made no response . 
He looked more like a hobo , by seeing his face you would definitely know he's on drugs . 
Urgh wasn't there any other way i could change this room and find myself a better roomate? Damn I guess they won't allow me . Mom placed my bags in my side of the room . We made our way out to the driveway. 

"Make me proud baby boy" Urgh mom treats me like a little boy . 
"I'm not a baby boy" i made a dreadful face . 
"Stop it Sam, you'll always be my baby boy no matter what" he pulled me closer to her . 
"Come give me a hug and stop talking nonsense" we both laughed and i gave her a warm hug . Honestly this will be my first time staying without her . I'll miss her . 
"I'll miss you" 
" I'll miss you more boy" we broke the right hug she kissed my forehead and got in her car . I blew kisses towards her direction . The car was going slowly . 
"I love you" she screamed . I watched the car till I could no longer spot it . 
I made my way inside the campus .
I pass past the reception, on my way to my room . "Sorry , sorry !" I turned to look . Its the receptionist .
"You dropped your wallet" she picked it for me . Damn I didn't even notice , I dropped something. For once our eyes locked, she had brownish-yellowish amber eyes . She quickly broke the eye contact . 
"Thank you" I took the wallet not seting my eyes off her .
She looked mortified , I had no choice but stop staring .

I left her standing and made my way to my room . Thank God the roomate has stepped out . I was left alone .

There was nothing i was thinking of other than that receptionist . Fuck I forgot to get her contacts nor her name . I took my phone and had a chat with mom on the gram .
I missed her already. 

The roomate came in with a few guys . They sat in his side of the room . 
"Hi boy" The other guys were better than my roomate . They looked better . "You're?"
"I'm Sam, Sam Swift . And you guys?" My roomate laughed mocking me. Eish this guy's attitude , I wondered how tf will we be able to stay a year when he is this rude .
The other guys responded "I'm Blake"
"I'm Timmy but call me Timz"
"And that is Delen, but we call him Stranger" Blake finally introduced the roomate with a stinking attitude .

Blake and Timz were friendly and we were getting along . Stranger took out a stash of weed and he rolled 4 joints . 
He gave Timz & Blake their joints . 
"Do you want some?" He asked brusque . It seems like Stranger is a man of few words . 
"Nah I'm straight nigga" 
"You're missing out a lot" He opened his drawer and placed the joint .

They smoked , the whole room was filled with gas . It was boring to be sober alone . They were laughing , and having some good time . I wanted to feel the same way they were feeling . I wanted to experience how does a person feel when smoking weed . The guys made it seem like there was no harm in smoking weed . I guess One joint won't hurt.
"Can i have the joint" i asked Stranger .
"I knew you would want it" he took out the joint and handed it to me . 

HUFF AND PUFF!!
HUFF AND PUFF!!
HUFF AND PUFF!!

I was now feeling different . I felt like my body doesn't belong to me . The house turned upside down . I was a bit dizzy but everything was good . 
We were laughing and having fun, playing chess with the guys until a knock on the door disturbed us . 
"Sam , my guy since you're not playing go check the door"
"Why me , Timz is also not playing" i scolded him making my way to the door . 
To my suprise i met those amber eyes AGAIN . Was this girl tryna get my attention ? Well i thought so . 
We spent time looking at each other at the door . 
"Who's that?" Stranger asked boldly .
"It's the receptionist"
"Tanya" oh so her name is Tanya , Okay . She made herself in . 

She went to sit straight into Stranger's lap . I was still standing infront of the door. I couldn't believe what I'm seeing. "Hi baby" she kissed him while having her eyes glued on me . 
I went straight to my side of the room a bit disappointed about what I just saw . I mean I wanted to make a move on "Tanya" but I guess I'm late . Infact i should just forget about her , it's not like I'm into her so bad anyway .

I went to the bathroom just to cheer myself a bit . I washed my face . I was now a bit sober minded . I looked in the mirror, well i still looked good . Something caught my eye while looking at the mirror . "Tanya?" I was not sure if I'm still high or what .
I turned to look, she' here . Here with me ."what are you doing here?"

She did not say a thing , she kissed my lips . I did not want to turn her off , I kiss her back . We spent a few minutes kissing until someone disrupted us . 

"tf are you guys doing?"