Disappointments

04

What the hell ? He cant be serious .
"You ain't serious? You know i cant join your gang" I laughed a little bit sarcastically thinking that Stranger is joking . 
"I take it as if you want to die. Gents" he signals the guys to kill me . They took out their guns pointing them to me. I freaked out .
"WOAH , I'll join the gang" I quickly said before they shoot me dead .
Stranger turns his back and scrutinised me for a long time . "you know what we do?" He asked .
"No " I lied . 
"We steal, and do all the bad things" he then laughed at me , thinking that what he just said scares the hell out of me .
"If it means I'll be living safe then i don't care" 
"Your first job is tonight , we have a heist we're planning for tonight." Well that was too fast . Too fast than I thought .
"I did expect that" he looked at me and shook his head . He looked at me with disgust .
"I also didnt expect you to have your own expectations , keep your mouth shut and listen to me." He sounded brusque I think it's for the best to do as he say . "You'll be the master for tonight, you'll be monitoring everything about this heist" some guy was mumbling something perhaps it's because i was made the master for tonight's heist . "Shut the fuck up" Stranger pointed him with a gun he quickly apologised . 
Urgh I don't think I'll ever be able to live like this . I mean who the hell lives in fear for all their lives . 
"You're going to rob an ATM, it is situated at Martha Road. This is your test , you better not mess it up . You'll be going with Timz , Zan , Simon , Trey , Mak , Karl & Tanya . You'll then discuss everything further as a team . I don't want any mistakes Sam" he exclaimed indicating to me as the master of the heist. He looked as of he didn't trust me . Well I also don't trust myself, what if I mess up? What will happen to me when things go south? I better not mess it up or else Stranger will kill me . I hoped he didn't pick Timz . I don't like him ever since that day he caught me and Tanya together . He has been giving me an odd smile i don't like . I guess he is still holding a grudge .what made him so angry , I mean he is not dating Tanya and I wouldn't believe him when he says he has was protecting Stranger . I'll have to find out more about Timz .
"I won't " I assured him . He surreptitiously gave me a little smile that is odd . I just hope the guy doesn't trick me with this heist thing . The way he is so peculiar he is the type of a guy who would sell me out to the police just to teach me a lesson. This will be my first time doing a heist , i always see those things in movies and i really hoped not to mess things up and make Stranger angry . 

A guy which is Simon came to untie me from the chair. Finally I was free , I thought I would be tied in that chair till forever . The other's left the room . Urgh finally I was free . Imagine sleeping on a chair with your hands and legs tied with a rope. That is hell . Infact it is more than hell . "Euwww finally I'm free" the guy , Simon looked at me as if I'm some kind of a lunatic or something . The way he stared made me wonder if did I say something wrong .
I didn't mind him , nor care for him . I was atleast thrilled with the fact that I'm out of danger . Not really out of danger since this step of planning a heist was still a test . "You're not free yet" he exclaimed . 
"Why are you saying that?" 
"If ever you messed this up you'll be killed because that will prove that you're not fit enough to join the gang" my eyes were now larger than their original shape . I was shocked hearing what Simon has just said . He talked about killing as if it's the easiest thing they do to people who don't fit in their gang . It made me petrified & nervous . I just wished he didn't spill what he just spilled . He then left me hanging just like that . I had an afternoon class around 12:30 . So i still had time to sleep since I didn't sleep well the past night . My mind keep going back to the fact that if I mess up , I'll be killed . What will happen to my mom? Definitely she will die out of heart attack . She will be all alone in this big world . "I better not mess things up" I said humbling myself. "You can do this Sam" I whispered assuring myself that I can do this without messing up. 
I set my alarm for 11:50 and stared to the ceiling , trying to digest this "Heist thing". I dozed off while I was deep in my thoughts.