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Liam's POV

"Harry I said no and I meant it, I don't want to go out tonight. I have to take care of the triplets, I don't want to leave them yet.," I tell Harry for the third time today. 

"Liam, it's been six months sense the babies have been born. You have to get out and socailize again. Come on Li. You won't drink, hell I won't drink if you want. You just need to get out a little. Let Lou come over and take care of the triplets, you know she will if you ask," Harry continues to plea. I ignore him and continue to do the dishes. 

"It won't be a nightclub Liam. It'll just be the five us and maybe a couple friends like Ed, Perrie, El, the rest of the girls of Little Mix and Stan," Harry begs as I continue to the dishes for lunch.

The mention of the five us and Perrie makes my heart sink. How can I face Zayn after two nights ago? Or worse Perrie? How can I look her in the eye knowing Zayn has cheated on her with me? 

"Harry, no...I-I can't, please just drop it," I beg tears filling my eyes and I focus my attention on getting the baby bottles washed. The sound of one of Alex's cries coming over the baby monitor makes me drop the remaining bottle in the soapy water and turn around to head upstairs, but Harry grabs my wrist preventing me from leaving the room.

"Liam, look at me. Are you crying? Hey, did something happen?" Harry asks grabbing me by the shoulders and forcing me to turn around so that I am looking at him.

"N-no just forget it please Harry," I beg tears running down my cheeks now freely as I listen to Alex's cries over the baby monitor. "I need to get Alex. Harry, let go."

"Something happened, didn't it? Liam, you're upset about something, talk to me," Harry pleads gripping my shoulders with his hands worry in his green eyes.

"It was a drunken mistake, he was drunk, Harry. He didn't mean it....He didn't he apologized and left when he realized what he had done but I fear it won't matter, what if...." I blabber out allowing Harry to pull me into his arms as I sob. 

"Liam, who was drunk? Did they hurt you?" Harry asks as I cling to him sobbing. 

"Harry, you can't tell anybody," I plea hesitant to tell even him.

"Did they rape you? Liam....Zayn he left earlier this week in a rush in the monring. Zayn..." Harry pulls back as the puzzle pieces click together.

"He was drunk and upset. He didn't mean to," I reply holding onto Harry so he can't take off. "Promise me you won't say a word." 

"Liam, this is serious..."

"And this is Zayn. Now come up with me upstairs so we can continue talking upstairs, I have to take car of Alex," I tell him already letting go of him and heading up the stairs not bothering to look to see if he is following me. 

I enter the nursery to find Alex screaming and he in turn wakes both Ally and Ian. I grab Alex picking up my little toublemaker smelling why he has waken from his nap immeditly. 

"Alex, you little stinker," I sigh carrying him over to the changing table well Harry calms Ally and Ian. 

"We're not done talking about this. Did he use a condom?" Harry asks as I change Alex's diper trying to hold back more tears.

"No, and that's what I'm scared of. It's easy for me to get pregnant, what if I'm carrying his baby?" I ask not looking at Harry even after I have changed Alex's diper and place him back in his crib for his afternoon nap. Ally and Ian have both stopped crying sense the commotion has stopped. Harry grabs my arm and leads me back outside of the nursery closing the door behind us.

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