Toxicity | M.P

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Nevaeh's POV:

It was now almost 1 am and I was unable to sleep and my mom was still not home and I wasn't expecting her to come home.

I kept watching Netflix until I got a call from Mattia which was rare but he was probably high or horny.

I answered...

Me: what Mattia?

Mattia: can I sleep over tonight, my dad and I got into it while he was drunk and didn't turn out well-

Me: sure my mom's not even home.

Mattia: k great I was gonna ask if you wanted to go for a drive, let off some steam or anything?

Me: I- actually yeah that would be great.

Mattia: k I'll be there in a bit.

Me: k just be quiet.

Mattia: are you ok? You seem different.

Me: just pissed off

Mattia: oh no what happened?

Me: just come over and we'll talk.

Mattia: your mom's gonna be pissed huh?

Me: probably but at this point I don't care she's not even home right now.

I laughed

Mattia: k I'll be there in a minute.

Me: k bye

We hung up and I went downstairs to get a snack and wait for him.

12:48 PM
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I heard the doorbell ring and I opened it to Mattia.

Nev: hey-

Mar ran downstairs and saw me opening the door for Mattia.

Mar: why the hell is he here, it's like 12 in the morning vaeh.

Nev: mind your fuckin business.

Mar: where's mom?

Nev: out with Leo, she literally ignored everything we said.

Mar: figured, alright Lea is sleeping with me tonight, and be home by 5 at least.

Nev: k, night mar love youuu.

I grabbed my phone and keys from the counter about to walk out the door with Mattia.

Mar: mhm, love you too.

Mattia and I left, going into his car.

Mattia: so what's going on?

Nev: hm?

Mattia: you were obviously crying, I wanna know why.

Nev: just my mom and her bullshit again, it gets tiring after a while.

He gave me his phone, letting me control the music.

Song: take care by: Drake & Rihanna

Mattia: I'm tired of lying.

Nev: same

He started driving and rolled the windows down.

Mattia: yeah, it's just like I have to keep track of each lie I tell them and go along with this dumbass storyline.

We both said in unison

Mattia & Nevaeh: it's tiring.

We looked at each other and chuckled.

We continued to talk as he later pulled up to a cliff on a hill.

Mattia: I'm just ready to tell them that you know about it.

Nev: but you can't.

Mattia: yeah I can't.

Nev: I low key wish I didn't know.

Mattia: same to be honest.

We laughed

Mattia: I'm really just tryna look at the view while I'm high as fuck with you because if I came here by myself I would've deadass jumped.

I laughed and we got out of the car, grabbed my blanket from the trunk and went to the closest spot where we could see the view of the city.

2:35 AM
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Both Mattia and I were high as we were admiring the view.

He shook his head and scoffed.

Nev: hm?

Mattia: Peyton got hella pissed.

Nev: why?

Mattia: I told her about this and she was going off about being with you and shit, it was so fuckin unnecessary.

He shrugged.

We kept talking and later made eye contact.

Nev: I hate you.

Mattia: that's such a fuckin lie cause you're here right now.

He grabbed my hand, pulling me over to him, putting me on his lap, facing him.

His eyes were puffy and red and he was obviously not there.

Nev: we can't let anyone know about this.

Mattia: but what if we do?

Nev: we won't, we probably won't even remember being here.

Mattia: this is iconic, we're both in sweatpants and don't give a fuck.

We laughed

Mattia's POV:

I pulled her closer to me and kissed her, putting my hands on her hips.

She wrapped her arms around my neck as I continued to kiss her slowly, hanging onto her bottom lip softly until her phone started ringing right beside me.

Nev: shit, who is it?

Mattia: mar

I answered the phone for her.

Mattia: hi

Mar: hand the phone to her.

I gave the phone to her and she talked to him, later hanging up.

Mattia: have to go home?

Nev: yeah my mom's not home and Nailea is having a fit because I'm not home.

Mattia: k I'll just go with you.

Nev: I'll drive.