Toxicity | M.P

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Nevaeh's POV:
Monday
8:05 PM
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Mattia and I were setting up snacks and treats for the kids while talking.

Mattia: all I'm saying is that I want a relationship again with you again, I miss us.

Nev: I said I'd give you a chance.

Mattia: ok but how far would that go?

Nev: until you fuck it up again? I don't know depends on how long it takes you to cheat.

Mattia: is that all I am to you? A fuck up?

Nev: what a fantastic way to start off my night, we had this conversation already and at this point you're just making things up.

I attempted to walk outside but he grabbed my arm, making me turn around.

Mattia: can we please just have one conversation without all of this bullshit.

Nev: no, we can't. You literally just welcome yourself into my life and find a way to fuck it up and then somehow still draw me back to you after. No, I'm done Mattia!

Mattia: Because that's how much control you have over me, you just making it harder for me to let go!

Nev: you're not even trying to let go and I'm still standing here wasting my time, that's how much fucking control you have over me!

Mattia: so if it wasn't for Aaliyah you wouldn't be here huh?

Nev: no I wouldn't, see this is the shit that gets me "oh I've changed" "I'm different now" no the fuck you're not, you're still the same shitty person.

Mattia: I'm just trying to give you better Nevaeh!

Nev: better than what?!

Mattia: fucking Bryce, he's obviously still on your mind, you can't even accept any of my compliments!

I chuckled out of frustration.

Nev: because when you're lied to by many people who mean the most to you, you aren't able to accept anything that is usually fake.

Mattia: this is toxic Nevaeh, we're toxic together.

We both were angry with each other and it showed as we made eye contact.

We heard cars entering our lot and the doorbell rang.

He let go of my hand and there we were posing as the "happy couple" once again for Aaliyah.

I went upstairs, fixed my hair and makeup after having a mental breakdown, as I heard multiple people calling my name downstairs.

I looked in the mirror and made sure I looked "ok" before putting my heels on, and walking back downstairs.

I said hi to Mattia and I's family and saw my mom walk in with Aaliyah.

She ran straight towards me and I picked her up.

Nev: hey baby!

Liyah: hi, we had so much fun, I got extra toys but abuela said I can't go see my presents outside yet.

Nev: nope not until you change.

Liyah: then let's go, I wanna go outside.

Nev: ok ok, let's go get you dressed.