Creating a Dream

Lost in You

Kalie POV

We've been preparing for the fundraiser in detention and also practicing with our band after school. The guys still had no idea we had a band and going to be performing at the fundraiser as their support. Adam and I have been getting closer but fears about the future always linger in the background. 

What if he gets famous? Would he forget about me? 

I see how girls practically throw themselves at him. He could be with anyone. Does he care about me enough to stay with me? 

He was with me now and that's all that mattered. He was sitting on his bed playing his guitar and singing a new song he wrote. I sat across from him and listened. I wanted to bring my guitar and join him but he doesn't know I can play and sing but he'll find out soon. 

"What do think of the new song?" Adam asked resting the guitar on his lap. He smiled as he stared at me curiously wondering where I wondered off to. 

I smiled in return feeling guilty that I was too busy thinking about my fears of losing him and not being grateful that he was in my life. 

"I'm just getting lost in the music. You play and sing so beautifully Adzy." He playfully smiled seeming pleased with my response. 

Placing the guitar gently on the bed. He looked at me again but instead of being playful he seemed more serious and alert. Before I could react he grabbed the crook of my neck and pulled me towards him. I opened my mouth in surprise and he took the opportunity to invade my mouth. Taking and giving with licks and kisses. He held my head as he devoured me. 

He took a breath and said, "I get lost in you Kalie. Only you." He gently laid me down and started caressing my hip and kissing my neck. He was being respectful and not going further but I knew he wanted to and was waiting on me to let him. 

I wanted to let him but I also didn't. A knock on the door saved me from having to decide. 

"Adam! Supper's ready and Kalie you can stay to eat with us." I stared up at Adam as he stared down breathing heavily. 

"We'll be there in a minute mom." Adam said loudly. 

"Ok dear!" Adam still stared down as we both caught our breath. 

"I'm ready I'm just waiting for you to want me." He said and helped me to sit up. Fears of the future came to my mind. As I watched Adam put his guitar in his guitar case I reached to my stomach to try and stop the fear. If Adam had looked at me he would have seen my heart in my eyes. I was afraid to tell him but I said silently, "I do want you Adam but would I be enough or would you want more?" Fear still held on making me feel helpless.