Ꭺlpha's ѕecreт мaтe [ᏴxᏴ]

Chapter 18💫

Being the strongest pack it have merits. I didn't have to do so much works. There are lot of people helping each other. When I tried to do something my sweet, sometimes annoying mate told me to sit somewhere or he will make me sit. Since I knew him very well I sat down and when I made sure he's not paying attention I ran to kitchen to help. But everything was already finished by that time. So I just tastes some of the  items here and there. 
   Now I'm caressing my two month old tummy to go back normal, so I can eat something for dinner.

Blue moon back arrived half an hour ago. I greeted alpha Samson and luna Theoline.
But other that I avoided everyone else.
     I am trying to forget all the memories of my past. I don't want to create new one today of my carelessness. And I'm sure that if they try anything like that I can defend myself now. Because Xavier taught me some fighting.

*Kiddo can you tell Xavier to come down?*

*Yes alpha *

I gave Xavier's father a nod with a smile and went upto tell him. I skipped two steps and walked to his room in a fast pace. All day these people were keeping Xav away from me. Not anymore though. Finally some alone time.

I opened the door halfway with a smile on my face.

*Xav  ,baby, your father told me-*

I stood there looking at my mate . My smile fell off from my face. His arms were on her waist , pinning her to him. They were lost in the kiss that he didn't even heard my voice.

My heart broke to a million pieces. Tears clouded my vision.  Nothing ever hurted like this. When his eyes met mine he pushed her away from him. She stumbled and fell on the bed. I looked at her to see her baby bump.

The last hope I'd also faded. She's pregnant with my Mate's baby. She has smirk on her face while looking at me. I let the tears flow. I want him to know how easily he broke me.
I couldn't stand any longer watching them. I quickly turned away .

*Kile baby please listen-*

*No you listen.* I shouted to him.

He seem taken back. I can see the tears forming in his eyes. But I neglected it. Because all the pain I felt, all the anger I held all come out at that instance.

*You were fucking cheating on me all these time. Look at you being a sincere mate while going behind my back and making some girl pregnant*

I was sobbing so hard, but nothing could stop me. It has to end.

I turn towards the door to make my exist. But he held my wrist and hugged like his life depended on it. He turned me back so that we can face each other.

I was trying to get rid off his death grip on me. But being the muscle guy he's he won't even bulge.

*Kile baby, please calm down*

* Calm down?! How can I calm down Xavier knowing that all these time you didn't love me or atleast like me .I fucking loved you Xavier. Couldn't you see that? Is it because you love her ? Ofcourse that's what it is. I'm a fool to think that you'll ever love me*

I laughed through my tears while my heart is bleeding of the pain.

*No baby, that's not it.  I lo-*

*SHUT UP. Now you listen to me , everything we've it's over. It's over Xavier. Don't ever come near me. I'd enough.*

I pushed him against his chest with all the strength I've .He stumbled back to a few steps. He looked at me through his tears.

*Baby please just listen to me. I am no-*

*Yes or no?*

*Is the baby yours or not?*

He opened his mouth to say something. But no. He just looked at me without saying anything. That's told the whole story. He doesn't need to confirm anything anymore.

*Please Xavier. Please just let me go. It hurts so much.*

I was now hyperventilating. Every breadth I took hurts.  What's more hilarious is that now even also I like to believe it's all fake. It's just a nightmare. When I wake up everything will be fine.

I clutched to my heart and fell to my knees. Xavier took a few steps to come near me.

*Don't...*

I warned him through my shallowed breath. My lungs were on fire due to lack of oxygen.
Suddenly darkness blinded my vision. I surrendered my soul . This is it. I'm tired. No more fighting. With so much pain I felt my lips twitched up.