Chapter 5💫

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Kiles's pov:))

* And who is this gorgeous ?*

He called me gorgeous. My whole world light up from his word. I was on fire by his staring.I blushed and looked down. Unable to speak I peeked him through eyelashes . He also look taken back by his words. I can see the suprise on his face.

Someone cleared their throat. But all I can do is continue looking at him. I can guarantee that without any complaint I'll do it  for  rest of my life. I'm sure that I'll never get tired of looking at his forest green eyes . He's two times bigger than me. To see his eyes I've to look up and crack my neck.I was taking him all in that I don't see alpha Samson speaking.

*He's an omega in our pack. His name is Kile.*

Alpha Samson replies in a dismissed tone saying me that 'don't ashame me anymore or I'll rip your throat off . '

And then I see the wheels turning in his head. His whole expression changed within seconds.  Oh... I realised little later.  thought I'm a girl.

*You can stop staring at me omega . Because I don't swing in your way.*

His words hit me like a tone of ice bricks. I couldn't understand.  Why should I mate say like that. I clearly saw his pupil dilating when his eyes found mine at first. I know he is aware that he's that I'm his mate. Then why isn't he accepting me ?

Tears clouded in my eyes. For a moment I thought I saw regret in my eyes. But it vanished the next moment when cup the blonde's face and kissed her.

*Kill her kile. He's our mate*

My wolf Killian screamed inside me. He's fighting to take control and kill the bitch who's kissing my mate like her life depended on him.

After a few seconds of agressive kissing he turned back and met my eyes. His eyes were speaking to me . Not in a romantic way. But more like  'backoff '.

*Omega Kile, What do you think you're doing? Stop staring and serve.*

Alpha Samson wake me up from my dream through mind-link.

*Sorry alpha Samson*

I quickly apologised to alpha and served my mate and clinging blonde on his left side who's giving me a nasty death glare.

Why is she looking at me like that! I'm one who should be jealous here .

*Kile, this is alpha of black moon pack Xavier forest. And this gorgeous lady here is his lover   Alexandria Kylien*

* And this is Kile, an omega of our pack.*

Alpha Samson introduced me to my mate Xavier. He just shake his head in a nod and return back to their conversation.

The pain in my life i felt over these years aren't horrible like what I'm feeling right now. My mate took me to a whole different level of pain . This is the first gift my mate alpha Xavier gave me.

I couldn't see anything through the tears blinding my eyes. Clutching to my heart I can feel my wolf is suffering too. But I'm helpless like always. The rejection from my mate is too much that I took my leave and run away from the crowds.

I can't look at anyone's eyes without tears now. The pain is killing me. I couldn't breath.
All I can hear is his words echoing in my mind.

*I don't swing that way..... I don't swing that way..... I don't swing that way.*

My mate, my other half of my soul also thinks I'm a disgusting fag. He doesn't love me. He doesn't want me. He can't even look at my eyes. People are right. I'm a useless piece of shit. No one wants me.

The pain was too much that when I look back and couldn't saw the pack house, I collapsed to the ground. Trying harder to  breath. Tears didn't stop. My wolf was also silent. I can feel he's also drowning in the rejection of our mate.

I sat there in the middle of forest replaying the conversation with my mate. Even the silence of the night couldn't sooth my sadness. The whole purpose of my life, I couldn't see it anymore.

Then I heard the leaves crumbling. I didn't shift to my wolf form. I stood upon my feet and looked around. But I couldn't find anything.

Suddenly I was pinned to a tree. All the air in my lungs left by the collision with the tree.

I opened my eyes to see who this man with strength of a gorilla .I stopped breathing when I saw a familiar pair of forest green eyes  staring down at me.

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