Previously on Our Pain:
And just like that, he pulled me in one of the most passionate, love filled, breath-taking, kisses of all.
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Betty's pov
That was one of the best kisses I've ever shared with anyone, the way his lips molded perfectly with mine, combining them both and making me yearn for more.
As his hands took their time exploring every inch of my body, mine were in his hair and under his tee-shirt, wanting to have a simple feel of what his hard chest felt like.
"We need to stop."
"Well do you want to stop, Juggie?"
"Of course not, but- goddamn Betty what you do to me." he said, his breathing coming out short.
"Jug, please I need you."
"Betty, as much as I want and need you too, we need to stop, this is irrational, we've known each other for two weeks, and I know we're mates and I know that I once told you that nothing is too soon for us, but now, I understand the stupidity of it. I want to get to know you better, the real you, not the tough front you put up for everyone. The one that I had the chance to see when we were in your library, I want to have a real relationship with you, fall in love with you all over again, then fuck you so hard and senseless."
I laughed lightly. "I knew you couldn't be romantic for like, two seconds."
"I'll be romantic just as much as you need me to be Betty, you're my soulmate, I swear I'll make sure you are provided with every single thing will ever need."
"Juggie..." I gasped softly.
"I need you in my life Betts, please...", "promise me, Betty, promise me that you'll never leave me because I need you so much, I don't think I'm as strong as my father, I didn't mark you yet and I feel like ripping my hair apart everytime I'm away from you, imagine living my whole life without you, I don't even know what brought us to this topic but please baby, don't leave me."
I took his face in my hands gently, approaching it to mine. "Never, I think it'll do me more damage if I leave, I won't ever leave you J, promise me you won't ever leave me too."
He smiled softly before bringing me to him even closer if that was possible, "Never." was what he said before clashing his mouth on mine, kissing me so pationatly and deeply I might've collapsed right here and then.
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"So, tell me something about yourself, about your personal life, I guess."
"Mhm... Well, I was always an outsider, the only person who I was ever friends with was Ronnie, we were living together almost our whole lives because uncle H is VERY protective over me, mom and Polly, but after a while they -mom, uncle and aunt H- decided that it was best if the Lodges had their sperate house as a family and I kinda understand that because, well because they have every right to build a true family alone without the wife's twin sister and her kids all over their personal affairs. But I guess when uncle H found out about the tribrids, his overprotective brother and father mode just, activated or whatever, I love that man and his family with my whole heart, and I'm very grateful for them."
"That's really sweet of Hiram, to take care of his wife's family like that, I'm really happy that you had a man who loved you and took care of you when my father couldn't be around and take care of all three of you." I tried to suppress it but the small smile that took over my face probably showed just how much in awe I am with this man right here.
"What about you?? Why don't you tell me something about your personal life."
"Well, just like you, I was always an outsider, it wasn't really easy for me to make friends, especially after my mother and sister's deaths." I looked up at him as we continued walking around in the park.
"Tell me about them, I want to know what they were like before they sadly passed away." when he kept silent, I realized that this must be a really sensitive subject and I shouldn't force him into telling me something as personal as a mother and sister's deaths. "Or you can simply ignore me and act as if I didn't say anything because my stupidity is just, on another level. I'm sorry, really, I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable I just, I wanted to know how your life was when you were just a child, and how much of a good mother Gladys must've been to you and your beloved sister."
"Hey it's okay, no need to apologize, I understand, and quite frankly, your "stupidity" as you previously called it, is very cute, you look like a small little rabbit who's rambling, I like it, I like you."
'And I love you...' was on the tip of my tongue, but I controlled myself before making a complete fool of myself yet again.
"I'm not really a bunny." was my muffled response as I tried to hide my oh so evident blushing cheeks. He chuckled lightly as we suddenly came to a halt.
He slowly yet gently brushed a little lock of my golden blond hair before pulling it back, behind my ear.
"You're so beautiful Betty..."
"Thanks..." that only made me blush even more and I tried harder to hide it with the collar of the jacket I was wearing.
"I love it when you blush, don't ever try to hide it from me." he spoke, his voice suddenly softer. I slowly looked up at him, and saw the way his eyes were glistening with awe and admiration. As if something suddenly snapped him back from reality, he shook his head slightly. "Now now, didn't you want to hear about my dear mother and sister."
He said as he deposed a sweet peck on my lips before entwining our hands together and continuing to walk at a slow pace. I got a bit too excited as I shook my head up and down, my eyes filling with enthusiasm.
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Y'all😭✋I FINALLY DECIDED TO MAKE A ✨FINAL✨COMEBACK. I'm talking updates every single Friday or Saturday, depending on my homework, just like old times. Aghh I love every single one of y'all so much you don't even know babayyy😩❤️.
Omg idk why I'm so excited, I loved the new ep like pleaseee😭 everyone was so mf 🥵HAWT🥵. Those bh hearteyes, I swear I was like if I don't get no motherfuckin bh dancing at prom I will literally bust Roberto's ass. But we did get bughead motherfuckin dancing at prom at it was the most beautiful thing everrrr😊✨
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Like sometimes this fandom is so toxic and what saddens me more is that I can't do anything about it bc my platform is very little and I doubt anyone would want to hear from a fifteen year old girl.
Sorry just needed to lash out, but I mean, thank you soo much for all the support and love, I love you all, have a nice week and pls pls pls pls pls STAY SAFE MY LOVES😍❤️. Xxx.
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