our reality || N.JAEMIN

[Kilig]

You're my top priority too, you know?"
ーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー

l woke up again. In the middle of the night with heavy breaths and forehead sweats. It's the same dream again. I twisted and turn for the next 3 hours till it was time to wake up for school. My mood is already ruined but still, I have to visit Jaemin at the hospital. That girl must be there too. Ugh.

My day got much more worse after finding out that my only best friend, Shimizu is absent. She also texted me last minute about the news. What a kind friend she is. I plopped on my seat and rested my head on the table due to lack of sleep.

"Good morning, class. I will be continuing yesterday's lesson but before that, I have an announcement from the lunch lady. The cafeteria will be selling their fluffy mocha bun again starting today so look forward to lunch starting from now. " As soon as the news broke out, the whole class starts to cheer and smile happily.

Mocha bun? Why does that trigger my mind?

"I really like the mocha bun that our school cafeteria sell for lunch!"

"Then?"

"They don't sell them anymore."

Right. Na Jaemin. Of course he just has to pop in my mind. Maybe I should buy it for him? There will definitely be a long line during lunch. Why would I want to go through such hassle? It's just a waste of time.

ーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー

School ended faster than I expected. All that's left is to visit that guy. I started to walk to the hospital which is not that far from school. My heart almost popped out when I saw the same nurse at the counter. She's gonna get weird ideas again, it's best to avoid her. I pressed the lift and went up.

This is the room. It's quiet and peaceful. I slowly peak inside to see if there is anyone else with him. Turns out, he's just sitting on the bed while writing something? There's a textbook on the table too. He's been studying, huh?

I took a deep breath and grabbed the door handle before opening it. His head slowly faced towards me and his eyes widened. I broke the eye contact and dragged my feet inside. This is much more awkward and embarrassing then I expected.

"Y-Y/N." He called out. I sighed and stood in front of him but before I could say anything, he pulled me into his embrace. My pulse pumped faster as my hand clenched a fist full of his hospital uniform. He smells like medicine.

Once a few seconds passed, he came back to his senses and let me go. "I-I'm sorry.." Jaemin stuttered out and looked down. I'm still speechless. Come on, talk Y/N! He didn't say anything else after that. Instead, I took out two mocha buns and placed it on the table.

"The cafeteria started to sell these again." A pretty smile formed on his face. He took it gratefully before opening the package and giving it back to me. "I don't eat this-."
"Feed me." My eyes almost fell out of their sockets.

"What?" I repeated it again. "Nana wants Y/N to feed him this delicious mocha bun that Y/N specifically bought for him today." I seriously don't understand this guy. We ended our last conversation in a pretty harsh way, didn't we?

"Why?" I asked the black haired boy. "Hospitalized patients should be fed well you know?" He pouted in a cute manner. Wait, no. In a weird manner. "Does that mean you asked that girl from yesterday to feed you then?" The question slipped out of my mouth accidentally.

"What?" This time he popped the question back at me. I shrugged it off and sat down on the chair beside the bed. "While I feed you, do tell me what happened during the accident. With full detail, got it?" He giggled and saluted me. "Yes, maam!" What a silly guy.

The following hour was spent with Jaemin explaining to me about what happened and he gradually finished the mocha bun and saved 1 more for later. The current time is 4:30 PM.

"About what happened the other day...I'm sorry." He apologised out of the blue. Great, now I feel bad. "I didn't mean to work at the cafe as the waiter. In fact, I really wanted to learn how to bake with you." His cheeks flared red.

I chuckled and gazed at him lazily. "It's fine. Just make sure you apologise to the two of them after you get better. For now, healing is your top priority." I cracked my knuckles and stretched my arms. "You're my top priority too, you know?" He said unconsciously to me in a calm way. My breath hitched as I cover half of my face making it look like I'm yawning.

"I think it's time for me to go." I stood up from my seat and fixed my crumpled clothes. He immediately shot up from the bed making me look at him. "Before that, can you please pass this to my friends?" He covered his hands with something. "Sure." I inched a step closer but that was just a trick.

He pulled my arm once again and hugged me tightly. Our body crashed on the same bed. Did he just lied to me? "Y-you tricked me." Damn it, why did I stutter?! I could feel him smile behind my head, on my shoulder. He leaned in closer to my ear and whispered in a low tone. "You're such a tsundere sometimes, aren't you? You're extra cute when you're jealous." His hot breath fanned my jaw.

I quickly stood up and grabbed my bag to leave. There's a 100% chance that my face is blushing at the moment. I spared one last glance and saw Jaemin waving at me. I rushed outside and left the hospital, still feeling hot. At least, I got my answer. Thinking again, I smiled.

ーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー
JAEMIN's POV:

I laughed to myself after she left. Cute. Suddenly, the door opened once again. 6 of my friends walked in with food in their hands. "What's up, Jaemin!" Mark gave me a head pat as the others settle down. "Is that the cafeteria's mocha bun? How did you get it?" Jeno asked while tilting the bun up and down.

"Even I couldn't buy it, hyung! It sold out so fast!" Chenle yelled frustatedly. The rest of them laughed making the chinese boy pout. "Seriously, who got you this, nana?" Hyuck slung his arm around my shoulder. "A special someone." I side glanced at Renjun who was already smiling at me. I can't actually wait to get better.

AAHHHH i was so excited to publish chapter!!!!! A long chapter after so long!! And i made this chapter a lil ehem roller coaster ehem for my lovely readers! This is one of my favourite jaemin pictures!! Black hair nana is supremacy~~ Stay safe all of you !