𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐅𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋| 𝐃.𝐌

Two that are one

Warning: suicidal thoughts and if you need anyone to talk to I am always and forever here for you!♥︎♥︎
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DRACO MALFOY POV

I couldn't take it any more, all this pressure, all this hurt, all this force to be someone I'm not and everything felt like it was coming to an end like it was my time to finally go, to be saved by the angels and taken away from this messy place that my oblivious child  self would call home.

My tears wouldn't stop pouring down my face even though they got blown away by the wind I created running to the astronomy tower, running away from my terrors.

The night was calm in contrast to my demented mind making it worse that I felt like the only person in the world to feel like this, that it wasn't normal.

Staring out to the stars the best memories began to flood back defeating the bad ones. The stars reminded me of the night I was with y/n she was drifting on my chest making shapes with the stars, when she asked me what I saw I said something random.

I wasn't looking at the stars, I was looking at her she was the most beautiful enchanting thing.

I also remembered we sat here watching the sun rise on a new day together when I asked her to go on a first date with me. I recalled that sparkle that flashed in her eyes at my words, she thought that I didn't see it but I notice everything about her.

Smiling small at myself at those memories, the droplets of  despair brimmed again only by blinking they would fall.

I slowly pondered to the railing off the tower griping on tightly scared that if I let go I would let myself tumble.

It was so so tempting.

Y/N ROWEN POV

Anger transformed into misery out of now were Confusing me at this new tragic feeling, I felt as if though a part of myself was vanishing leaving an empty space were the happiness once was.

the single place I felt were I can run from it all was the astronomy tower, it was a special place to me it was were Draco had first asks me on a date only later would I find out the was the root off all this anguish.

The life in me that once lived seemed to be seeping away the closer I got to the tower like a pull to death.

A hazy weep entered my ears generating curiosity from were it was coming, that drag to death dawned over me the closer I got.

The weight of two existences mine and the blonde sobbing on the floor who's  knees were  up to his chest rocking him self to find sanity collapsed onto me, my chest becoming heavy.

"Draco?" I faintly alerted him that I was here.

His face shot up at me in shock to see my presence so near him, he didn't say anything he dropped back into his hands crying.

I could feel his pain and I couldn't understand why because I didn't know what was going on I just knew he was distraught.

"Draco what's wrong?" I questioned further.

His eyes summoned mine and suddenly I knew everything, what he planned to do and the fact that I knew this information made me want to sit next to him and cry as well.

I sloped down to the floor so that I could be next to him holding his arms leaning on his shoulder. "You can tell me." I whispered utilising my hand to play with his hair seem to relax him, steadying his crys.

He slowly turned towards me laying his head down on mine, his breathing was becoming more normal.

"How did you know I was up here?" His suffering flooded voice breaking as he spoke

"I didn't know you were here, something made me come up here and that if I didn't a bad thing would happen, I now know why."

Each surge of vexation intended and caused by Draco evaporated along with the tears leaving sympathy, my haunting love and smile all for him.

"Why are you doing this?" He edged away from me an inch

"Doing what?"

"Being with me, you think I Fucked Pansy before seeing you."

My annoyance for him returned when he mentioned what happened in the library, "no it's ok I believe you now, I guessed you must have some standards if you wanted to fuck me Most nights and I don't think Pansy meets your criteria."

He laughed cutely and what I said causing us both to smile, I hadn't realised we had been staring at each other this entire time. I was anxious that if I was to even so glance in the other direction that he would possess those terrible feelings again.

I swivelled myself round so that I could hug him, I wanted to pour all my love and emotion into it so that he knew I was here for him and only him.

"This is embarrassing you shouldn't be here seeing me like this!" Draco grabbed my arms pulling them away.

"It's not embarrassing seeing you like this, if anything it's scary. I could've never seen you again!" We we're both sat up on are knees with my arms in mid air being held by Draco.

"Why would you care, you hate me anyway!" He shouted, more tears dropping from his eyes.

"Draco I could never hate you, I may hate some of the things you do but I could never actually hate you. It's impossible." I direct my hand on to his cheek, his hand was still on my writs. He changed that by gliding it onto my palms on his cheek holding onto it tightly.

"You will never understand how much you mean to me y/n" he lent forward and rested his head yet again on my shoulder doing his favourite thing nestling his head in the crook of my neck.

"We will never really know how much we mean to each other so the best thing we can do is be with one another." Pearls of rain began to fly down on us gradually becoming heavier.

At the same time we both leisurely stood up to move out of the way from the rain,  we actually ended up staying in midst of the down pour holding each other for warmth.

Both of us gently pulling back, each of us had the same idea and intention. We shattered our pains on colliding our mouths becoming two that are one this kiss was fast moving like we really were going to lose each other.

Like if we couldn't speak again this is how we would communicate, through are bodies. By now our tongues would just trip into the opposite mouth not leaving any corner without the touch from them.

Draco arms glided up and down my waist then pressing me into his body, my arms were grasping his hair forcing us more connected scratching his neck gently.

"Wanna be my filthy slut again the night ?" He echoed in my mouth

"Wouldn't want to be anything else daddy."

He swooped me up mouths still attached in to his preferable carry (bridal). Our clothes were soaking from the rain so was our hair - no doubt underwear too-

"I'm going to fuck you so hard you wont even be able to compete in that shitty task tomorrow."

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