i had hesitantly
with shaky hands
sat a note in
your locker
i stared at it
for a few seconds
debating if
i'm actually
going to do it
biting my lip
i closed your
locker
and started walking
home
maybe swallowing a
couple pills or so
my head started
to hurt
i knew what was
coming
so i thought
of you
for the last time
i thought of your
beautiful smile
how your lips
felt on mine
i thought of that
one night
your dad said i
was perfect
and then
lastly
i remembered me
writing the
letter i had
written
for you
in my head
i'm sorry
i broke our
promise
i wanted to
cut
but
i had
promised
i wouldn't
yet i broke
it
i'm sorry
but i'm ending
it all tonight
goodbye
- love, your one
and only
and then
everything
went black
YOU ARE READING
fatigued ༄ bang chan ✔️
Fanfiction"just tired" i muttered but you could tell it was not just a lack of sleep but a lack of hope and happiness that made me act the way i did chan's part of the "dark circles" piece. TW for self harm, suicide, fear, abuse
