i didn't show up
at school today
after what happened
the night when i came
back home
from your house
i didn't want to
get out of bed
i didn't want to see
you
i didn't want you
to see how much
pain i felt
i didn't want you
to see my scars
or my bruises
i didn't want to
hurt you
so as soon as
my dad left
to go where ever
he goes
oh only god knows
where
i got out of bed
made myself some
breakfast
that looked a bit
like your moms'
and
then i went back
into my bed
eating silently
alone
thinking of what
you must be doing
how happy you must
be without me at
school
a couple minutes
after
school hours ended
my phone rang
i was surprised
it never rings
unless it's a spam
call
it was you
i hesitated on
whether i should
answer or not
but i ignored it
and shut my phone off
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fatigued ༄ bang chan ✔️
Fanfic"just tired" i muttered but you could tell it was not just a lack of sleep but a lack of hope and happiness that made me act the way i did chan's part of the "dark circles" piece. TW for self harm, suicide, fear, abuse
