it's another
day
it's rather sunny
than cloudy
i woke up
feeling slightly
better
i got up
hoping my father
isn't here
so i could go to
school without
being yelled at
for the first time
in a while
but suddenly
i heard loud
footsteps
footsteps that i bet
you could hear
from miles away
coming into my
room
i widened my
eyes
the eyes
that you called
beautiful
whatever that
means
and i quickly
ran into my bed
and pretended
i was still sleeping
my father opened
the door
and he walked
towards my bed
he stood there
looking at my
'resting' self
and
he said words
i expected to
come out his mouth
and then left
shutting the door
it made a loud noise
i opened both my
eyes and i got up
again
i immediately locked
the door
and rolled back into
bed
and then i cried
i cried so much
i felt so weak
and then
all of a sudden
my room that was
once filled with loud
sobs
became a room
filled with phone
calls
your missing calls
YOU ARE READING
fatigued ༄ bang chan ✔️
Fanfic"just tired" i muttered but you could tell it was not just a lack of sleep but a lack of hope and happiness that made me act the way i did chan's part of the "dark circles" piece. TW for self harm, suicide, fear, abuse
