today
i called you
and sobbed
you said you
were going to
come to my place
so i begged
i begged you
not to come
it's not safe
here
but you didn't
listen to me
like the idiot
you are
after some time
i heard loud knocks
on the door
and i knew that
was you
i couldn't come
to open it
because my father
already got to it
he had an alcohol
bottle with him
and i was scared
he would do something
to you
if something happens
to you
what's there left
for me
YOU ARE READING
fatigued ༄ bang chan ✔️
Fanfic"just tired" i muttered but you could tell it was not just a lack of sleep but a lack of hope and happiness that made me act the way i did chan's part of the "dark circles" piece. TW for self harm, suicide, fear, abuse
