My Vampire Teacher (Girlxgirl)

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Brenda's POV

I left the sit room because I was almost on  the verge on killing everyone in there. My Mate was all thing on my mind I couldn't think of anything else . No trace of alpha lex  and his pack nothing they just vanish from this world. Something doesn't make sense here, everytime we got a tip off then it is just a dead end. Someone here must be working with them that's why it's impossible for us to reach them. I need to find her and I need to find her soon.

My inner animal is agitated since this morning ,she isn't talking with me .I can see her in my mind sitting with her back towards me. Nothing seems right, I wasn't feeling good. I can't get through mindlinking with Lucia something was definitely wrong. I can still feel her but why can't I get through to her, it's been days since I have heard from her either.

I couldn't sit nor stand still everything was dark ,everything seems dark. darkness was following me since my Mate left me. Day by day I'm losing my mind and I can't control the feeling and craving of killing everyone. I was craving blood none stop since she's gone.

I sight putting my hands down on my wardrobe closing my eyes and focus on getting through to Lucia's mind....ahh oh. Something is wrong I can feel it.

"Fuck it, "i slam my fist down on my wardrobe feeling the pain in my eyes while I see stars. My head starts to hurt as I try to walk to my bed. I do not know what to feel I can't feel anything.

I took my map from my working desk and trow it open while I try to clean my mind and think straight as I move my pen down. All I could think of it's her, she is my everything, my air, my breath who will do this to her, what has she done to deserve this.

"I will kill them all, I will kill them all", I scream pushing, throwing everything on my desk down on the floor destroying my room. Which is not a room Since she is not here. I don't know what came over me but I wasn't myself it felt like she was taking over she was taking control as I move so fast breaking just everything in my way.

I can't let her out no one knows what she is capable of doing she is hurt so am I and she doesn't have mercy as I does  because I still have my instincts telling me what I'm about to do wrong and I stop before I could do anything but she won't even bothered.

"Don't, don't try to over power me, I can't let you out not now", I scream trying to fight her of.

"My Mate is hurt, she is in pain and you been stubborn. I'm not letting her be in Pain any more", she shouted back at me.

My legs felt weak as I fall down on my knees with my hands in front of me.

"Brenda darling", I heard my mother's voice calling in my mind as I try not to lost focus...

"please don't you know what happened when she saw me kill those people, what will she thinks k when she returns and we not her..", I reassure her.

"I'm doing it for her", she said growling as I can't control her anymore darkness took me over as I feel how she took control over my body.

"Why is it so hard brenda, I'm doing this for all four of us look how distant you are, look at LJ look at lucia mom's she won't forgive us when something really going to happen to her daughter",

"No, no,"I scream from the top of my lungs as I get my strength back as I over power her hearing her cry at the back of my mind..." if you really wanna try to save her then we going to do it the right way ", I growl hearing foot steps  coming closer to my room when the door burst open hearing my mother.

"Brenda  honey we could hear you from down there breaking everything, ain't you happy with this room anymore? her caring and panicked voice asked.