My Vampire Teacher (Girlxgirl)

Argument

Brenda pov

I run and run and search through every forest every city, I just pass by Australia from France leaving for home. I have been through every country and every city. Searching for him but I just couldn't find him it seems like he have just vanished from this earth.

It's been two weeks now since I'm on the search for him. Jacky would now and then tell me about everything that happened at house and I'm glad that my Mate is out of danger but I'm  also sad  that I'm not there to help her through this change but I know she is in good hands. All the people she care about mostly the people who care for her is with her and there for her.

I couldn't safe her I couldn't kept her safe and everything she went through, everything they did to her was all because I couldn't protect her. I will accept if she doesn't wanna see me again but I'm happy that she is safe and that she has overcome the change. I don't know what to feel about all of this, her been not a human anymore.

It hurts it really  and I don't know how she is feeling about me.

I know I'm a bad person and I should have been there for her ,I should have been there to help her through this new life of hers, i should have been the one helping her through with her first thirst of blood. I know is really hard, mostly with humans around you.

I sight finally reaching our boarder. My heart was crushed, I was a wreck everything seems so lost and dark. I don't know if it is good for me to came back home knowing that he is still  out there planning on attacking us again. I Jump up in one of the huge and largest tree around the castle looking down at the roof of the castle.

It is so beautiful with the moon shine so bright all over it and the stars giving of that beautiful glow and relaxing vibe. The sky was dark only the stars give off a beautiful light. I blink my eyes and relaxing into the cold wind blowing through my hair and on my face finally letting me take heavily breaths.

I try listening on what's going on inside the house but it's seems like everyone is sleeping and the maids were busy cleaning up. The only light I saw coming from jacky's room it seems like she is and chrissy is still awake so is Lucia because I heard she and her mother took turns to put Lucia to bed LJ didn't left her side since she is home.

Jacky also said since she has been released from hospital she never left her room chrissy and her mom was staying now with her in our room. Because they are the only people she wants around her all she do is crying and now a days she will akws them to leave the room and she will cry the hole night.

I felt so guilty when she said She has asked about me and since they don't know what to told her they just keep quiet.

I sit down on one of the branches and reaching out to her mind closing my eyes and clearing out my mind, block out every noise and lock with hers. I longing to hear something but it stops my mind when it hit me.

I trail my fingers through my hair looking at our close window. She is not my human anymore so there's no heart beat because vampires do not have a heart beat but something strikes me very hard so hard that I lost my balance in the branch and falling down as I try to get myself straight but it was to late when I landed hard on my back making me growl.

"Ouch",

"That's for earsdorping fool, you better get your ass inside before I wake her up", Jacky told me in my mind.

I didn't listen to her but I was still shocked and somehow very pissoff. How could she miss this, she should have known to give her something to prevent it from happening, she should have know she is a doctor for God sake.

I rise up from the ground after letting my body heal but my back was some how a little sore. I dust off dust from my clothes and walk up towards the house as fast as I can.

"Why didn't you tell me huh Jacky, how could u keep this from me huh", I mindlink her feeling the anger rotating from me.

"Please I'm not in the mood to argue with you okay." she told me and blocking me out if her mind as I went for the door finding it open without greeting the guard holding it for me.

"Mom, mom! I shouted as I walk through the hall towards the stairs not care a damn if I wake up every one how could she.

" Brenda what's wrong with you? I heard my mother ask seeing her running out of her room with dad after her looking at me with wide eyes.

"Did you see the time young lady for shouting so loud. We ain't the only people in this house",my dad blurr out. But this wasn't his business.

"Oh hell yes we ain't because there's another heart beat I have heard and you tell me, how did it happen you of all people should have known better, dear mother." i said through greet teeth but was cut off with her sudden change.

" Brenda  just shut up shut the hell up please", ...she yell at me.

"Don't...

" If you speak one word further I swear you will be sorry for being my child, I will not regret for what I'm going to do with you",she told me while shoving dagger at me with her red eyes looking at me.

"Where were you all this time, do you know what we went through with your mate which you suddenly remembered" "she told me growling at me

"So you will kill me, your own daughter wow, I can believe you" , I told her laughing with myself.

I touch my head trying to relax as I can't believe my eyes. I turn my back at them seeing different eyes orbs looking at me with stranger faces, but I just can't stop for what I wanted to tell her.

"My Mate has been rape and she has been turn into a vampire by your son and you know I will not be so surprised if my Mate is pregnant by him", I told her seeing her eyes widen in shock as gaspe and shocks whispers coming from behind me.

"what... Was all my mom could say as I transport myself in front of my room before I could open the door I heard movements in the room.

I listened carefully to make sure was alone but I just couldn't go inside I have been away from her so long I don't know what this turn has changed her into. I rest my forehead on the door sight as the guilt feeling rising through my dead heart.

I relax someone hearing that soft beat of that fetus growing in her stomach. I don't know if im going to cope with it. Why her, why her. It should be me again It wouldn't have been so hard because I have been there but her she didn't deserve it.

I flinch a little when suddenly the door open almost losing my step as step into someone. I froze on the spot with my eyes close inhaling her sweet strawberry scent that hit my nostril.

I was afraid of wat I'm going to see in front of me I wasn't ready to face her after I just left her like that but I couldn't because my mind and my heart was screaming at me to look at her. I was craving to see her beautiful face her beautiful eyes that drown me in.

I swear my heart beat but how close she was standing next to me I can feel her breads I can feel her breath next to Face.

No sound, no movement only our breathes was heard,until she decided to say something that shock the yell out of me.

"Is there something, you need because your presence is disturbing me",

I don't know what was running through my mind at that moment but I open my eyes and lock eyes with hers seeing her look at me with her dark deep red eyes.

I.. Uh mm", i close my mouth because words couldn't describe what I felt this very moment looking at her into her eyes. The looks she give me was like I was a stranger to her like she don't know me or she doesn't want me anymore or next to her.

I try to say something but was cut of... "Lucia darling is fine she doesn't want something, she is just a little lost right Brenda ", Cathy said leaving me speechless as she walk pass me and took Lucia away from me into the room.

"I'm sorry" "she whisper closing the door in my face.