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Leukemia (Jimin)

(Jimin P.O.V)

This is the most stressful wait I have endured. A wait to tell my fate. Now that I think about it the doctor is probably right. I mean all the passing out, random fatigue and headaches. He was onto something.

I get distracted by my thoughts when the doctor comes back in with my results. My heart rate picks up and my anxiety starts to spiral. "Well mr.park the news I have for you isn't pleasant. You have leukemia." The doctor says. Those words. They spiral in my head making my headache pound. "Please calm down mr.park. We can still give you treatment. You have a good chance to make it. All you have to do is trust us." The doctor says. "That word trust didn't work well with my father now did it Dr.Lee. That word trust is the same exact word that got my father killed. So doctor please offer a dieing man his wish and never use that word again." I say. "As you wish Mr.Park."

'Father who should I trust? Should I believe that this person can actually cure me? Knowing they couldn't save you. Well I guess I'll take my chances.'

"Alright. I'll let you help me. But you must not tell my members or my manager." I say to the doctor. He nods and gives me a list of days for my treatments.

(4 months later)

Its been only 4 months. Why the hell is it draining my body so fast. Its hard to eat, its hard to dance, its hard to sing. The only thing that I want to do is sleep. Every day my body fatigues faster and faster and with every stroke of my brush a good clump of hair falls out. I wonder if the members have been noticing.

A few more weeks have passed and I'm feeling like complete shit. I have been blacking out a lot. My head is pounding I just feel like blah. "Ah Mr.Park how are you?" The doctor asks unbelievably cheerful. "How the hell can you be this cheerful while im sitting here getting continuously worse?" Jimin asks not realizing the doctor was putting on the act because non other than Namjoon. "So when were you gonna tell us Jimin?" He asks with tears in his eyes. I start to tear up. "So all this time you were pushing yourself in practice you were dieing internally causing more strain on your body. You were making yourself get worse I mean honestly are you trying to kill yourself?!" Namjoon asks now crying. "I'm sorry." I say before crying. "We have to tell the others. They deserve to know just as much as I." He says. I nod and once my treatment is over we head home.

"Where the hell were you two?" Jin hyung says. "Every member on the couch now." Namjoon says.

(After discussing the whole story)

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So your saying you have a deadly disease and this entire time we were practicing and fooling around you were dieing?!" Jin asks tears in his eyes just like the rest of the members. "And you decided to do all this all by yourself not even bother to ask us to assist you or go with you to your appointments?" He continues. I look down with guilt. "I only have 3 more years to live." I say. They all widen their eyes and start crying even more hugging onto me.

The rest of that night was filled with nothing but tears and snuggles. I really am going to miss you guys when I'm gone. But I will always look after you. No matter what.

The end.....

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