Decapitated Dandelions

Lonely Souls reunite at 2am but they're too far apart to really reunite...fuck

Today I drank a beer because I didn't want to feel lonely
You see
I'm swimming in the Devine
Thoughts are drowing me in hypothetical what ifs
Am I really supposed to just sit here and flounder
And lose my sense of purpose?
The more I'm kept in the closet of my mind the more I feel less real
Maybe that's why I look to friends to cheer me up
As we light our joints and say our cheers and most definitely we will raise our beers high
We might not be close in skin
But we are close at heart
Do not testify loneliness
She will only make you see the emptiness of your home
A carcass for a heart
Beating for no one
Nothing
Your purpose is a shapeshifter
For now you are sitting in bed watching romantic comedies wondering what its like to be fucking touched because you haven't been in so long
You are staring at your guitar wondering what it sounds like on stage
And you wonder why you don't have the strength to sing out
You can never tell your story
Nobody will listen
Its different now
People are masking their lonely
Their bitter
It won't be the same
You bask in this new found solitude
And hope the beer and that mushroom you just took will cover up the pain.