lost in your eyes (Draco fanfiction)

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(stay by Rhianna)

To Draco,

I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you Draco, I'm leaving, I don't know how long for yet, ill figure it out along the way, don't come looking for me, I don't want to see you.

I thought we had something you know, I really thought. And that night of the kiss, I felt something, but to you, well to you the kiss was just a kiss, and when we watched the stars, I felt it again it was like butterfly's but not at the same time, it was the feeling of comfort and safety, the feeling of trust and passion, and you were the reason, I tried to forget it but it kept coming back, all the times you smiled at me, all the times you laughed at my joke, I kept feeling it until I realized what it was. I'm sorry that your perfect in everything you do, the way your hair always falls, you're an amazing quidditch player, you have attitude but it still somehow makes me fall deeper, and your eyes, your eyes are like diamonds, I get lost in your eyes.

I wish I was perfect like you are and maybe we could even be perfect to be together but it will never be that way, and I couldn't convince myself that I had a crush on you because your my best friend and that's how it had always been, me liking you always seemed out of the picture but these past months I've seen a Draco I've never seen before, a Draco I liked, a Draco I fell in love with, but that Draco kissed another girl, and he is not my boyfriend but somehow I still feel betrayed because id managed to fall for you so hard that I thought you shared those feelings, but who am I kidding, I couldn't pull you in a thousand years. We were never destined to be together but you can't say we were friends; friends don't do what we do. I don't know when were next going to see each other but I hope your happy with however she was, I really do.

Love you always,

Blay