~Something different ~ runa x reader

Chapter twenty nine

"y/n-?" i heard runa yell at the closed door , not as aggressive now.

"Fuck off,," i muttered storming upstairs.

Im not going to say what happens next but after the nature of the last chapter im sure you know. If you ever need to talk im here for everyone one of you amazing people. So tw!!

I sighed and wrapped my arm back up in the bandage kirari had put on there previously. Just as i pulled my sleeve back down i heard the front door unlock.

"Ririka i dont -" i heard sayaka try to protest.

I froze . i may have wrapped my arm up but everything else was still out - i hadn't cleaned up yet.

" The bitch hasn't spoke to me for two weeks.dont come upstairs." i started to panic , but before i could move to lock the door it slammed open.

Ririka stood there frozen , just staring at me . mascara has run down my cheeks and my desk had a bl@de and bl00dy tissue on.

Her gaze flickered to the desk. She shut the door behind her and locked it. Fuck.

She walked up to me , her mask was still on so i couldn't really tell what she was thinking .

"What the fuck have you done-" her voice was quiet and a bit shaky. Ririka removed her mask and i saw tears streaming down her face. Shes crying-?

She gently took my hands in hers and just stared at me.

"Riri- i-" i had started crying again and didnt know what to say. She shook her head and just pulled me into a hug , that felt like it lasted hours.

-a few mins later-

I was sat on my bead watching ririka move about. She has flushed the bl@de down the toilet not knowing what to do with it and the tissue was on the bin. She walked over to the bed and sat next to me.

" i know your not going to want to do this.." she spun so she was sitting opposite me . " but i need you to tell my why you are doing this..."

"I-...i dont really know..." i began , she took my hands anagin and just held them , in the most comforting way possible. " it started with the flash back with dad..then everything went down hill and this was the only way i could feel better- then today me and runa got into a big fight and i-" i started sobbing. Ririka immediately pulled me onto her lap and hugged me.

"..is it worth it..?" the question caught me off guard and i looked up at her.

"..what-..?"

" i could l-loose you from this- is it really worth it- I CANT LOOSE YOU!" tears streamed down her face and she looked upset and a little angry.

Unable to find words i buried my face in her neck.