It was bittersweet to think I was complete
When all else had failed and yet I could still meet
Someone who seemed to be complete.
I thought during that time, how neat!
However, I broke away throughout the years,
And I feel so alone with nothing but tears.
I fear the that I will never be yours,
All the anxiety came with these fears.
I’m lost in a place that I’ve always known.
Recognition has turned me into a stone,
Where I shall never move and only be shown
The horrifying truth about the people who left me alone.
I believe you’ll never go such a thing
And there’s a war within my mind, where you’re the king
Of manipulation and lies, constant lies that you proudly sing.
All the words don’t rhyme, so how do I know it wasn’t a fling?
The waters of your fearful lies are rising high,
Crawling up my stone calves; is this goodbye?
A crack forms within my stone as it reaches my thigh.
This is it; I’ll drown in your lies; this is how I’ll die.
The waters rise higher and higher
As you become more of a liar.
Yet, you’ve messed with fire.
And I’m afraid you’ll kill me as I acquire —
