no strings attached || j.m.

13.

James and I finally managed to arrive at the party after our little 'interaction' earlier, all be it nearly an hour later. The party seemed to be in full swing by the time we got there and Brad seemed to be enjoying himself, he was completely drunk as well as everyone. It makes me happy to see him this happy and just letting himself have fun, I mean that boy's been through a lot in his life. 

I made my way over to him to say happy birthday and to apologise for being late although I highly doubt that him, or anyone else for that matter, had even noticed that I wasn't here on time, which I'm fortunate about otherwise I would have to make up some lie to avoid letting out the truth, nobody could know, not even the girls. I mean it was hard enough not being able to tell the girls and the last thing that I wanted to happen would be for them to find out because I'd blurted it out at Brad's party, not only would it hurt them but it would ruin Brad's party and that was not my aim at all.

James wondered off as soon as we had walked through the door and I was fine with it, we weren't together or anything, right? I mean I trust him, I'm positive he wouldn't do anything considering what had happened just an hour previously, right? I needed to get a drink and free my head. It's time to relax. 

I pushed through the crowd that surroundered the bar and managed to order a vodka and orange as soon as I reached the front of the bar. I was ready to just get wasted and have a good time, I mean I'm not the sort of person that gets wasted every weekend, i'm not that sort of person but I do enjoy drinking every now and again, just to be able to have some fun with my friends is what I enjoy. 

After the bar tender returned with my drink, I managed to find Lauryn, Clo and all of the other girls and the next few hours were spent going back and forth between the bar and the dance floor, by the end of it, it was pretty safe to say that I was wasted. I had enjoyed myself, that was until I went to leave with the girls and saw something that I didn't want to see...

Hi guys, sorry that I haven't update in a while, but I promise that the updates will be more regular from now on, this story has dragged on forever but I feel like nobody needs this anymore which makes me more nervous about updating. If you like this please comment/vote! Also I was thinking about starting a 5sos and 1D stories so comment which boy you would like a story about and i'll write it! Love you guys so much xx