What My Heart Wants
I try hard not to miss you
But somehow, I still do.
I try to distract myself, but
That empty feeling is still in my gut.
I hate that lonely feel so much.
I count days till I feel your touch.
I just want to be held in your arms
Where I know there is no harm.
I want to hear that cute laugh again
From my adorable, nice boyfriend.
To hold your hand, to see your smile
It's all I want, just for a while.
I know I don't need to see you everyday
To be in love with you anyway.
I just miss everything about you
And I know you miss me too.
My heart yearns to have you present
And I even wish to smell your scent.
Any part of you is what I want.
Not having you here is a haunt.
Having your heart ache is the worst.
The day I see you, my heart will burst.
I can only imagine you next to me
Sharing laughs or teasing playfully.
It's unhealthy to miss someone this amount.
For now, the days is what I'll keep count
Because the sooner I see your face,
My life will be back into place.
