The black widow X reader

Part 1 // the battle is over

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The damage has been done and the dust and rubble littered streets lay with silver parts of bio machinery. Somehow you has got through this with only a few bruises on your stomach and a deep flesh wound from a bullet on your left arm. Look over and Nat is sat against a wall with a small slice on her eyebrow. You walk over an kneel down over her. She is shaken but ok.

See the thing about your gorgeous girlfriend that not many people know is she gets shaken easily though do3snt show it. With everyone of her dangerous punches her mind is littered with hundreds of similar moves performed on her as just a young teen girl in the red room with no form of defence.
She takes your hand and smiled weakly looking up at you. You put your arm around her waist to support her and she witness so you loosen your grip.

Getting into the plane every step her eyes painfully squeeze shut trying not to be noticed. Everyone has been shaken by this mission but right now you only have eyes for her. The mission was going on for a good few days and you no for a fact that she didn't sleep when the others did weather it was from fear or someone coming or fear that her nightmares would return.
When we get back to the compound you lead her to the shared room and try not to show any signs of your own pain or the blood slowly leaking through your suit from the deep wound in your arm.

Getting into the room you place her gently down onto the double bed brush her red hair of her glowing sticky head. She was dirty but right now she needed to rest.

"I'm just gonna have a quick shower" you whisper to her
She replies with a husky grunt and her creased forehead begins to relax
"You should get out of your suit Nat" she nodded in response

Walking through to the shower you turn around to see her close her eyes softly fully well knowing that she won't sleep till your holding her.

You turn the shower on as the room begins to fill with steam and begin to take off your suit peeling it off your manor wounds and wincing when having to stretch. You stand in the shower and just let the warm water work it's was to your aching muscles and stinging every small scrape from the long last few days.
Leaning against the wall with your forehead pressed onto the while cold tiles you look down watching blood both yours and nats dissapearing down the drain. Why couldn't the rest of the day just go with it?
With every blink when you close your eyes you see Nat lying on the floor or yourself getting pushed back from helping her by the giant robotic beasts.

You shake your self back into reality and quickly finish off eager to just get to bed and
Make sure she sleeps. You turn off the shower and wrap a towel around you realising you left your t shirt on the bed. Not wanting Nat to see your bruised and scared body you wrap the towel  tighter and walk out of the bathroom avoiding eye contact.
"Y/n, your hurt." She said
"No it's ok it's from other missions" you lied
Her concern mad your heart ache but when you looked up she was in her pjs already losing under the sheets.
I cuddled in next to her being sure not to hurt her nut even then she winced.

Your started massaging her shoulder and then turned to her heavey eves.

"Your exhausted Nat you need to sleep"
"I need you" she replied looking at you with desperation

Now Nat is not what you thought. Her dangerous witty self turns into a gentle and submissive girl. When she finally becomes vulnerable around you it makes your heart ache. But right now you weren't sure if this is what she needed.

"Nat am serious you haven't slept in days you need rest"
"Please" she murmured

"People are still hear, it's not night yet" I spoke littering her soft mech with kisses
"I can be quiet"she replied

It was true, ever since she was young Nat has been trained to be silane. She was an ex assassin after all and any sound could have cost her everything. And after a while you noticed how rarely she made a sound other than a soft sigh or a shaken breath.

"You don't have to be Nat"
"I just am" she again replied.
"Nat your safe hear, no one is going to hurt you if you make a sound"

You carried on kissing her, her hands tangled in your hair and you feel her grip slightly tighten when you got to a spot she liked. She was surprisingly fragile and gentle in bed. Unlike Tony's smart remarks and thoughts.

As the night went on she lost herself in you and when you looked up you could see she was at peace with herself.

Afterwards you crawled up to her face and traced her perfect lips with your finger.

"Ok now you really need some rest Nat. Please!"
She buerried her head into your chest and closed her eyes.
It was the first night in months that she slept without having a nightmare that shook her to her core. And the same for you though no one knew.