Poems For The Wrecked

10

FAMILIA MEA

Words are never enough
when it comes to this thing
when it is about my family
Do you feel me?

I remember Mama telling
to never cuss, but she did
I remember my Papa to always give,
now look at where he is
It hurts and they gonna hate me
I know they just want me
to live happily

"Cruel is the world",
I want to say
I never want myself to get hurt
But look where I am now
They made me, me.
I made me, me.

I don't know-how
Words are not enough
when it comes to this thing
All I want do
is hide, cry myself out
All I want to do
is go somewhere and shout

I want to sing,
"Pen pen de Sarapen,"
Because they caused me pain
My pain is all because of them
The sad song became my national anthem

Familia mea is an ideal
in their eyes, we are fortunate
Bless thy soul
For they only believe
the crap their eyes has seen
Our family is allene

They said I'm lucky
I'm lucky because I am the only one
Really? Where is the fun?
They believe what their eyes has seen
Our life was never serene.

I was unwanted
My family was unwanted
Both parties never liked us
They said we are disgusting like rust

I grew up and
was never a favorite of someone
It hurts but as long as I have them
It is okay, so fine but then
They are the ones who ruined me

They became so insensitive
Screaming here, screaming there
All is in chaos, I want it to stop
Rain drops, waters from hell dropped

I joked my help
But dude, I really need it
We all need it
Everything is going bad
I am thinking, it's so sad

Hoping everything gets better
Hoping our family will be better
They only believe
the crap their eyes has seen.
"Cruel is the world"
I want to say.

12.07.20

-CUFWAUSLC