Love in Hollywood

Chapter 14

Sharp light hits when my eyes open. I'm on bed in my room. How? I'm in shirt but it's not mine it's Alrick shirt. I smell like him. A warm hand touch my arm.
Vanessa
“How are you?” I sit comfortably on bed but my head spinning. My back against wall.
“How I came here?”
“Alrick.” Oh but he's not here.
“Florence what happened today it's out of the limit. Not me even everyone on set saw what happened between you and him. It's none of my business but I think you both solve that issue before someone assume different. I can see the way you both spending time with each other. I know it's new for you but you can't fell in love with someone so easily. Your career important for you now don't even think about what are you doing and remember he's married.” Then a knock coming on door and we both stopped.
“I think it's your dinner. Your manager inform me you eat less today.” She placed tray in front of me. I nod and my stomach growing.
“Someone is hungry.” But I’m still waiting for Alrick. What happened between us it's not good. Is he regretting?
Me never
I slowly eat and Vanessa sit with me and inform me she handle everything. But my thoughts never stop. The way he touched me. Kissed and fuck me today. The feel never stop between my legs. I'm soar and weak but nothing compared if he touched and I never came for him. At last She gave me a hug and then gone. After showering I laid on bed.
Career or Alrick
When my parents died my foster parents never loved me. They loved only boys and I feel alone every time. Time passed and I worked hard. No even friends and family support me. I win scholarship and choose fashion design course. But I want to start my own company and it's my dream. Designing cloths it's like my hobby but I have nothing in my pockets. I'm poor and spend so much time in two jobs for collecting money. But at least I found one friend. A job in little publishing house and one friend that's all I have but
I lost again
But then Alrick came in my life. I found everything again. He gave me strength and shine. While watching his movies I have always a crush on him like others but it's difficult to tell him. Vanessa told me it’s a secret who's going to join you as a co star. But when I met him at meeting I lost in him.
He's so handsome like a model. Broad shoulder, green eyes. He wear fitted t shirt and jeans first time when we met.  In blue t- shirt he looks awesome. My whole body lost strength to get up. He's standing watching me the way he never going to forget me. His smile like a thousand stars gave me lights. He told me never gone uncomfortable around him. Every time when he came around me I forget breathing. His smell always covered me like a blanket. But I think it's my best day when he kissed me.
Breath
Lust
No one touched me the way he touched. It's a shock for me when he came in hotel and make me his first time. I though he's going  to left me but me cuddles with me. In his arms all time like a heaven. My body want his touch like a drug. He's drug for me. But when I find out his daughters. He's different with them. Both cute like a doll. The way they both talk with me.
Oh my god
So many feeling running around me. I spent to much with them. They both likes me. How can I denied them? Soft and sweet like Alrick. But it's not our future. We have nothing. When Rennes came then I feel who I am.
Nothing
I closed my eyes and try to sleep. When I’m in deep sleep a warm air hit my back. Then everything again black.
When at one time I tried to turn but I can't. Someone stopping me then helping me. I can barely smell the hit in air.
Alrick
“What are you doing?” I turn and his eyes full of worry.
“I'm sorry for today. I'm just fucked up. My thought pushing me in Rennes. When you start talking I can't control on myself. I don't want to lose you. I'm scared.” I ran my fingers through his hair and he pull my hand on his lips and kiss.
“I never questions on you Alrick. I know you choose what is right. I'm always with you.” I quick kiss on his lips.
“Tell me there's not even a single thought coming in your head about me and Rennes.” How I'm going to lie.
“I thought a lot but at last she's your wife. She's important more then me. It's your decision and it's none of my business.” I looked away. It's also my concern.
“She's in my room and continuously trying  to touch me but I’m not. I hate she's here. When I need her she's not here now she shown up because of that shit on social media. She forced me for sex but believe me..” I interrupted.
“I believe you. I believe you when the first time you told me to trust and I do.” He sit on bed and pull me with him. I’m sitting in his lap legs on each side.
“What you have done to me?” I shrugged and he tuck my hair behind my ear. The touch of his fingers running in my whole body. I'm already sore but I want more.
“The same you done with me.” His hand come up and grab my neck. My breath hitched. Then with other hand he unbutton his jean.
God
“What is that?” He pinch my nipple and I gasp and close my eyes for feeling the sensation. His mouth touch my neck. Then going down until he found my nipple. He suck through cloths.
“Alrick!”
“Yes baby tell me what you have done with me.”  He whisper and open his shirt that I wear because I want his closeness. A cold air touching my chest.
“Fuck Florence I’m already trying not to touch you but you makes me hungry.” He kissed me hard. A heat rush from my body to core. I love him. He also makes me want.
“Alrick please.” My nails dig in his shoulder because it's beyond the lust. My jelly legs touching his hardness. The stroke of his lips on my lips and then on neck and nipples makes me crazy for him. My lust broke every wall of between us.
“We fall together.” His hands slide under his Jean’s and he push me close. Then he tuck my panty aside and slowly slide inside me.
“We found together.” His rhythm slow and sexy. My breath broken because of his words. Every time I listen him his words different every time but today there's a promise.
“We fell together.” My eyes closed and his lips more then his words. Promise of never broken. Promise of walking together. His rhythm found speed. His every thrust deep and touching my g spot.
“Oh god.” I kissed his neck because I can't control  myself.
“Touch me and make me yours forever.” Just air and  breath. The sound of our connection louder and humming in air. My hands slide under his shirt. Hard and sweat. The sweat of burning.
“I'm com..” before I complete my word my head fall back and I can see star again. My lungs stop breathing. My tight core now full of his cum. His groans hard and we came together.
“I'm going tomorrow.” My eyes snap open and now his sad eyes found mine. His double feeling eyes now emotional.
“Oh.”
“My schedule is over. Now when they finalized about movie promotions then...” He's still inside me burning and hard.
“Don't go.” The salty wetness coming in my eyes.
“Don't even think about crying. I'm going to call you daily but..”
“But?” My eyes screaming for answers.
“Florence look at me you need to face the truth. The thing, the feeling between us is not simple. I feel. You feel  but there's no future for us. You know that Rennes presence last night was not a simple thing. If she find out it's you then she's going to destroy you and I don't want this. You're here in my heart. It's my responsibility for protecting you. You have enough time for..”
“For breakup?” A single tear running down and another following.
“It's a truth Florence. No future.” He slide out himself and went in bathroom. I'm staring the wall. But he's everything for me. I ran in bathroom and he's stand facing mirror. I push him against wall and grab his face and kissed him. We kiss until I show my feeling for him. He picked me and lay on bed with me. I crying against his heart. All night he's there calming me until I fell asleep.