Love in Hollywood

Chapter 15

I left her sleeping
Sobbing
Crying
It's so difficult when I left her crying in my arms. If I wake her then she never want me to go. But I have to do. It's only one way for us for thinking about future.
Nothing
When Rennes show herself. She keep shitting on Florence. Our social media presence effect her. We're couple for the world and she hate her because she's taking her place. When I take her in room she keep fighting with me. When I told her about her phone calls then she shut.
Totally
When there's nothing left then she start seducing me. I never touch her because I want Florence. The way she moan, her breath,  her lust towards me fuck me. But when Rennes start touching me my body never react. Still and motionless. I straight clear to her that she destroy our relationship.
She forget
Our love
Our daughters
Then she left my room because I told her for taking another room. I can't even think about sharing my room with her. So much gossip about us. I don't care. I just care about my daughters and my Florence.
My Florence
Next day my thoughts running around her because she start blackmailing me. Our daughters. I can't think. My whole world around my daughters. What if she take them away from me? She left me with warning but then there is Florence. Stunning and waiting for me. Her words keep running in my brain. I lost my anger. I lost on her.
I fucked her
Hard
She came harder
Then I told her most hurting thing. We have no future. We're nothing. Now I’m here standing outside my home. I can hear my daughters giggling and laughing sound.
My world
“My monsters?”
“Daddy!” I can here little foot coming and then mom sound asking them for stop running like that.  Door open before I take a step they both Launched on me. I grab them and hug together. My daughters smell like home.
“I missed you both.” They both backed away and drag me with them. I hugged my mom and she kiss on my head.
“Daddy come I’m going to show you my new doll and daddy....” I sit on couch and my daughters in my lap one side Aria and another side Ariana. We talked for one hour and my mom gave me coffee while they fight with each other and talking about their plans.
“So you done so many things behind my back huh.”
“We paint so many pictures and Aria draw Miss Flower.” Aria slide from my lap and run in her room. After second passed she came with a paper. When she show me I shocked. What the hell?
A picture
Aria in her arms
Ariana in mine
Perfect family
No Rennes
I gasp and mom watching me with wide eyes. Suddenly my palm going sweaty. My throat went dry.
“Aria and Ariana go and eat your cookies. Your Grandma want some time with his son.” My daughters ran in kitchen. Cookies lovers. Mom sit next to me and my eyes still on picture.
“Tell me everything.” I never lied to my mom so I gave her enough information but not my cosy nights. Our kisses, our moments where we found each other. When my thoughts end then my mom speak.
“Rennes mind now blowing up. I don't know what happened to her? She yelled on Aria and Ariana. I'm so worry about Aria. Because Ariana I know big girl but Aria she needs love. Rennes came for one day and then she gone. Both cried after Rennes. It's difficult for me to handling Aria and Ariana.” I understand.
“Talk to Rennes for your daughters.” I close my eyes. Her words again in my mind blasting.
“I tried mom.. I tired but shit she keep talking and fucking about Florence. I can't.” My grip hard on couch.
“She's pure and beautiful right Alrick. I like her so much. She take my heart in one meeting. While you gone she's taking care of me. She talk to me a lot.” When?
“But it’s about your daughters not you. Just think about your daughters.” I nod again not have a choice.
After shower I checked my phone no calls from Florence. May be she's busy but I don't want her to call me. Our relationship is not healthy for us. She need some time alone for thinking. Then I called Rennes and luckily she picked. I told her to came here and talk. My whole day and night running around my daughters. We went for home party. Our small tea party. Then painting, dancing and after dinner when they fall asleep I sit on couch and wait for Rennes.
It's late when she came. Well dress like over the fashion sense. What the hell she wearing? She forget her dressing sense. But who the hell I’m here for telling her about dressing? When she saw me she said hello and then gone in her room. I wait her in living room. Mom already sleeping in her room. After fucking a hour passed she came wearing short nightie. I can see her every parts. Is she trying to seducing me? God if our daughters saw her like that then I’m going to fucking blast here.
“What the hell you're wearing?” She sit on the other side and parted her legs. Fucking hell.
“How are you Alrick?” She whisper and came closer. Her smell like a shitty perfume. I stand up because she's seducing wrong person.
Wrong trick
“Well we're here for talk and stop trying to be a bitch.” I slap on her thing and she closed her legs quickly.
“Tell me about that girl. Is she Florence? Or someone else. I think Alrick if you want your daughters then stop putting bullshit between us. I want you still can't you see.” I laughed on her last sentence.
“What’s so funny?”
“Are you real? You're trying to blackmailing me for my daughters. Thing is you don't our daughters right. Reason behind your fucking shit I don't know. But I’m not seeing someone. Remember you gave me permission and now you fucking me.” I whisper loud because I don't want anyone to hear us. Her eyes angry.
“Oh really the way you saw her. The look on your face not even me but whole world saw your moments in pictures.”
“Oh so you're with whole world not even try to ask me. I called you every day and it almost two months. You never picked my calls. You continuously ignoring me. Not for me even try for our daughters.” She looks away. My fist clutch hard.
“I'm busy in my work not like you fucking around girls. But now I make sense and if I saw you with her then one step and you're going to lose your daughters.” She stand and go away. She lost her mind.
Bitch
I thought she's the one person in my whole world. I love her so much but now nothing here. No love no emotion just coldness. What happened with her? She's so happy when she's thinking about our daughters. Now she's using them for her own.
Not happening
But what if she try? My daughters smile and laugh. God I can't lose them. I need to make a choice. I need time.
It's morning when I open my eyes. After my argument with Rennes I walk in my office and spend all night with Florence and my picture on social media. I missed her so much. Every time my hands stop on phone. All night she's messing with my heart. Her beautiful eyes and hairs. Long and beautiful cut. The colour of her eyes shining in light. Her perfect body and curves showing her gorgeous body. My body start shivering my hand touch her picture. Like she's watching me.
When I step out from my office Rennes sitting on stool in kitchen. Her dirty eyes on Aria and Ariana who playing on floor. My mom sitting on couch watching us.
Tense environment in my beautiful home. First time in my life. I looked away and sit near my daughters. Both handed me toys for playing. My face automatically lit up. I kissed on both head and my fucking wife make a voice. My daughters stop playing.
“Mommy please play with my toto.” Toto her toy name. But my wife busy in phone. Aria open her hand up for her mom in hope that she's coming here and pull her up in her arms. But she totally ignored.
“Mommy!” She whisper and turn for me. Little tear coming in her eyes. I close my eyes because my eyes same like her.
“Rennes?” Still nothing.
“Rennes?” My voice finally a little but loud. She rolled her eyes and stand up.
“What?” She yelled.
“What you want Alrick and fucking stop playing this ugly toy. I hate him.” She yank toto from her and then throw him away. Aria start crying. I pick her up quickly. She buried her head in my neck and started sobbing. My daughters crying. That's enough now.
“Get out from my house now.” I throw a fire look on her. She turn quickly and start yelling again. Not interested. When Aria and Ariana stop crying finally and busy again in playing I walk away and enter in my room. She's still in bed. Lying.
“I told you to get out.”
“I want you to think about what I said last night.” I’m frustrated now.
“Fine what you want from me money?” she shake her head.
“No! money is such a little thing for me. I want you to act like the way you did with me you know happy couples. I want to attend your movie premiere night.” She's playing a dirty game now.
“That’s it.” I can do this. She again shake her head. What now?
“Oh Alrick you're such a little thing. I want to show that bitch you're mine. Just mine. No one. There's only place in your life is me.” I chuckled.
“There you're wrong. You want stardom. Right. With me you're trying to get attention. Go on but never think now I’m going to give you that respect. You're nothing for me. End everything here.” She get up and crossed her arms over her chest.
“Don't provoke me Alrick. Just do whatever I said. I want everything in my life. I hate when I find out that I'm pregnant.” I’m shocked with her words. She's happy when we find out. She never told me or I’m wrong here. It's a lie.
“Why?”
“Because I love my career and my body. I lost my place in music industry because of them. My body changed went ugly. I hate when I can't breathe because of my belly. I hate when I saw I’m looking fat because of that fuc...”
“Don't you dare to complete your fucking words because I’m going to kill you here. How shitty mother you're? Its blessing when a woman gave birth. See our children's beautiful and blessed.” How dare she? My take a deep breath. I can see the past my wife face happy and beautiful. My heart on high level. Our beautiful moments that we share with our daughters. She never told me.  I forced her? Never
“When some magazines want us to sign a contract for our daughters first pictures then you said no. I want that. It's huge money Alrick. We're not first Hollywood parents. You never asked me for once when you tell them no. We're going to be famous.” She cried out. Oh now I understand something.
“Oh so you want to invest our daughters in shitty business. Mrs. Rennes I broke your dream.” I mimicked. If I lost my daughters and left them with Rennes she's going to use my daughters. Aria and Ariana beautiful future in hell. I don't want her.
“Alrick..”
“Stay where you want I don't care. But don't even think about our daughters. If I find out something then you're going to forget how to breath and if you take a breath then that was your last breath. Got it.” I packed my all things and told my mom for packing Aria and Ariana stuff. I need my daughters and they need me.
My little family