Love in Hollywood

Chapter 3

Every day every night She's in my mind and head. I think and overthink about her decision. My daughters asking me for her. I shared every news with my wife but She's not interested in my talk. My mind blowing up to know what happened between us. She behave weird  and coming home less. She's always busy and excused herself from ours. Travis called and informed me everything. Our shooting place New York, Paris and London. I'm okay with that. But one thing I need is that a nanny for my daughters. So my mom start taking interviews. At last we find someone but I never trust anyone so I take a decision for setting up cameras in my house. One week and I lost my mind in Florence. So with hesitation I called her. It's ringing before I think about cut she picked.

“Hey.” My whole body vibrate with her voice. Her voice is peace for me.
“Hey How's going?”  I hear her breathing heavy and deep. Same mine. It's like teenagers talking first time on phone.
“Good. How're you and your daughters?” She remember my daughters. Good.
“My daughters missed you. Never stop talking about you.” I hope she smiled.
“Yah I missed them. Both are so sweets.” My Mouth try to talk but what?
“So what are you doing?” I can hear She's doing something.
“Nothing just packing my things.” What? She's moving.
“Are you moving? Where?” Suddenly I feel wrong. Is everything okay with her there?
“Yes i think i need to move in Ney York. Actually I always thinking about New York so may be now it’s best idea and chance.” Okay but where?
“Okay that's great. If you need any help then call me anytime.”
“Okay thanks for asking.” I nod. I wanted to ask her about what's her decision but before I asked.
“Actually I need to go.” Shit.
“Okay just take care Bye.”

She cut her phone immediately without saying goodbye. I feel bad.
I need to control on myself. After hesitate conversation I start making dinner while my daughters starving. Both around me waiting for dinner but I’m waiting for my wife. My eyes on door. After feeding my daughters She's on bed but my wife still late. I want to eat with her. So I wait for her. When it's eleven she came exhausted.

“Hey.” I stand kissed her. She kissed me back. No feel no love.
“Come lets eat I make dinner for us.”
“But I already eat with my music director.” Oh. Suddenly I feel bad for her or me. She always late when she came home. Then she never met our daughters. Home to work  and work to home. I nod and she gone in room. I threw every dish in trash. I'm not longer hungry.

When I came in room She's ready for bed. After slipping from cloths myself i slip under covers.  A little push and she's under my body. I start kissing  slow and sensual. She responds first but when I start planting kissing on her neck she push me.

“I'm tired baby another day.” I missed her. I want to feel her but I need to respect her first if she's tired then she need care first.
“I love you Ren. Just sleep and take rest.”
She nod and turn and sleep. I'm still wake. I try to sleep but nothing.  I grab my laptop and search Vanessa book on Kindle.
She's New York best selling author. Wow. I start reading without stooping. So much emotion and real feeling. So basically story is the Main character in story means me a fucking billionaire  businessman and on the other side heroine means Florence beautiful, shy and weak. So her father in story making a deal with me but when he lost his deal he make an another deal with me as her daughter. He sold her daughter for completing his deal. But it's his plan he want my money through her daughter. But she refused and fall for me. Blah blah.. but fucking amazing story and the way she write scene in book it's awesome. Every sex scene making me hot and wanting.

I stop reading at one level because my thoughts running around Florence. I close my laptop and sleep. When I wake up next morning I found my daughters and my wife laughing in kitchen and ready.
Good
“Daddy see we're going for picnic.” I raised my brows and my wife winked. We means we all.
“Oh yeah when.” I asked.
“Now baby everything is ready just go and take shower.” I nod and after ready we all gone for picnic near lake. We stop for breakfast. After reaching on lake we spend so much in playing with our daughters. My daughters and my wife looking so good together. But something missing here.

“It's looking so good together.” My wife nod and I kissed oh her lips. But she never kissed me back. Okay. May be she need time.
“Yeah I have back to back recording and we plan having a show.” What? She never mentioned about show.
“When? You never talk about that?” She's tensed immediately.
“Now I’m telling you and it's going next week.” Now it's going more than I think.
“You know my shooting start next week so  there’s no one home for Aria and Ariana. I thought you're staying at least at nights but fuck.” I’m frustrated first time with my wife.
“There's a nanny and your mom.” Oh how can I forget she always left my mom with daughters.
“My mom has a life Rennes. She's not for us.” I'm not going to argue with her. I called my daughters and packed everything. When we came home my daughters already exhausted so they both sleep early. I changed myself and lock myself in office.

Fuck

Everything going wrong.
Now
She behave different. She set her show without telling me. She's busy in her life completely and forget about me and our daughters. I start reading my script. I need to concentrate but the things my wife done is not good. There's a knock on the door and Ariana came in my view.

“Daddy!” She's looking scared. I stand and pick her.
“What happened?” I push her silky hair from her face.
“I ask mommy for reading but she yelled on me.” What? How dare she? My anger hit my heart now.
“Ariana Mommy is tired so I can read if you want.” She shake her head.
“Mommy never read for us I hate mommy.” She start crying but I stop her.

“Hey...” My phone start ringing.  Florence named flash. Ariana hugged me unable to go so I pick the phone.
“Hey Florence.” Then my daughter turn her head and try to listen our conversation.
“Hey can you help me I need Vanessa number I think I delete her number accidentally.” My all anger gone after listening her voice.
“Yah just wait a second.” I search her number. While my daughter speak.
“Daddy I want to talk to Miss flower.” I stop and shake my head. But my daughter grab my phone.
“Ariana!.” It's too late.
“Hello Miss flower you know I like princess stories so can you read a story for me?” Shit what she’s going to think about me?
“Ariana I’m sure she's busy.” But my daughter never stop herself.
“Miss flower said She's free.”
Damn her
“But you never ask anyone like this.” I try to grab my phone but my daughter start making crying face. Fuck. She's already hurt.
“Ok can I talk to Miss flower first?” Miss flower? Seriously?
“Hey sorry Florence for...” She cut me as usual with her politeness.
“It's okay at least someone ask me for something. I love that please take her to the bed and phone on speaker please.”

When Ariana ready for bed I put my phone on speaker. Then Florence beautiful voice came from phone. She start her story. We listen but after listening her story I don't know what happened with me I lay on bed with Ariana. Thank God her bed is good for sleep. I want to die in her voice while want to live. Her every word full of sweetness. Low and sexy voice. I close my eyes and met Florence first time in my sleep.