Love in Hollywood

Chapter 8

I came back without Florence. Both silent during ride. I can't believe I fuck her on screen and it's shitty scene I ever done. But I’m still rock hard. I need her.
I want her
Entering in room Aria and Ariana playing in my room. Both continuously asking me about Florence. My daughters never stop talking about Florence  and asking for her in every one minute. I lied. But I also want to see her. With a knock Florence entered in my room. My both daughters launched themselves on Florence and she hugged them.
“Hey.” I greet her with fake smile.
“Hey.” She’s showing herself guilty.
“Aria and Ariana go and play.” When we both alone. She sits on bed.
“I.. I'm sorry. It's difficult for me. I feel nothing. I messed with scene.” Her voice cracked. Shit. She's already taking fault.
“No we both messed with scene. I... I also feel nothing. But when we're in first time...”
“I feel uncomfortable on camera and locked myself. But when I’m alone with you my heart burn like fire. Same with my body. It’s like if you touched I feel alive. But when you're not around me my body on ice. No heart no feeling. You're shine in dark who stole every light.” When her words confess her feeling my jaw dropped on floor. She has guts.
My eyes widened. She told me everything what she feel.
Fuck
“Did you feel the same? Oh don't told me now If you're not but I.. I think something changed with me. Everyone saw us if I touched you the way I want may be I lost control on myself.” Her every word playing with my mind.
Or heart
“Florence I already told you..”
“I also don't want you to do something with me. But what about my feeling when it's come to you.” I closely feel her presence. She's already taking someone place.
In my heart
In my head
I swallowed hard and stop myself kissing her. We need to stop. She’s falling for me. I'm also. Before I said something Aria and Ariana came.
“Daddy can we go for dinner with Miss Flower?” I lost in my thought. No but my daughters need to be happy.
“You can't told me without asking Miss Flower?” They both looked with pouting mouths. Florence nod. Good maybe we need some light time.
“Then let's go.”
At dinner Aria and Ariana chat with Florence and I just pleased myself looking on them. They laughed and share food with each other. Thank fuck we're good. But every second her eyes on me. I just smile. My both daughters so happy with Florence. Why it's hurt?
Wife
Rennes is not here. I never missed her when she's not around me. She's taking my wife place or I’m willingly gave her? Suddenly my throat burn like a hell. I coughed and they all stop.
“Are you okay?” I nod but still coughing I get up from chair. End this shit now.
“I think it's late. Aria and Ariana need to be sleep.” Florence smile fall and she get up but Aria already in her sleep mood. Before I take Aria hand Florence pick her. Aria comfortably placed her head on her shoulder and Florence rubbed her back. I'm just stuck on my place. Watching them. My chest on fire. I don't want her here around my daughters. She scratched my wound.
I tucked Ariana with me and Florence followed me. When we reached on our floor. I opened my room door and Florence entered with Aria. But when I pull Aria from her Aria start crying. What the fuck?
“Aria come angel Miss Flower need to go.” She shake her head and tight her arms around Florence. Florence watching her closely and kissed on her head. She mumbled something but Aria never stop crying.
“If you don't mind I take her in my room and she sleep with me.” No.
“No may be she missed her mom. Let me handle.” When I again talk to Aria she shakes her  head and crying with sob. Fuck me.
“Please.” Her eyes begging from me. My daughter. How I gave herself what's mine?
“Fine.” Before I said something more Ariana on Florence side. Wow.
“I also want daddy.” I close my eyes let out frustration breath. My daughters also falling for her.
“Fine let's change first and then brush.” I helped Aria and Ariana changing and brushing teeth. When they both ready Florence picked Aria and me Ariana. In Florence room my daughters sleep on one side. I stand there watching them. Florence continues watching me.
“I’m sorry but you don't need to do this. I handle them.” I walk and stand near window. Need and want fresh air. My hands never left my phone.
“Where's Rennes?” I shrug. I check my phone nothing.
“What's that means?”
“That's means I don't know. I don't know what the hell happened? You and me everything. You taking every place. Stop this Florence. Stop feeling herself fool. I'm married. I have daughters. Happy in my life. There's no place for you.” I whisper loud enough. She blinked continuously and then her eyes shining with tears.
Shit
I turn and walk away may be now she pulled herself out from mystery. When I reached in my room I called Rennes again and again until I tried. I fucked with her. Now she's going to hate me. That's what I want. It's hurts if she cry. I closed my eyes and throw myself in deep sleep. My sleep cut with loud ring.
Rennes call
“Hey baby.” She slurred. So loud music in background.
“Rennes are you drunk?” Drunk laugh.
“I think.”
“What the fuck Rennes you never drink?”  She never drink. Not a sip.
“We're celebrating. Our rock show. It's blasting.”  Someone shouted her name.
“Rennes I called you..”  So many time. But you never picked.
“I know but I'm busy.”  She’s busy. What? Drinking? Celebrating?
“Rennes I need you. Our daughters need you. We missed you.”
“I missed you too but I’m busy. But looks like someone also busy with someone.” What the hell?
“What are you talking about?” I stand against wall listening her every breath. Before Florence I feel her breath but now nothing.
“I saw you with Florence. She's beautiful and the way you look I saw your pictures on social media so cosy.”  I know. Fuck that social media.
“It's fan creation Rennes and you permitted me remember.”
“Ya.. but you enjoy there and I’m enjoying here.” What that's means? Is she already known about us? No I don't think so. May be she's drunk.
“What's that means Rennes?” She talked with someone.
“Nothing listen I need to go. They called me for dance. Love you.”
She cut my cut. I throw my phone on bed and sit on chair. My life now fucked up. My wife now don't need me and the other side Florence. She want me. Need me. There's knock on my door. I open the door and mom.
“Mom are you okay?” She came inside and watching me closely.
“What happened Alrick?” I think I need to share. Claiming.
“Mom I..  I messed things. Rennes ignore me and on the other side Florence she..” I shake my head and lowered.
“Oh Alrick don't do this. You're married. If someone find out about your feeling then think about her. It's just a start for her career.”
“I know mom but we feel something that I never feel and she also feel the same. But I don't know.” I close my eyes and my mom touched my arm. I open my eyes and mom eyes filled with worry.
“Just think about Rennes before reached on any decision.” I nod. Mom kiss on my head and left me thinking.