Forgive and Forget❤️

Chapter 3

"Why am I here?" I whisper. He doesn't answer and pulls me up to his room before slamming the door when I get in, i jump and his arms wrap around my waist. "No need to be scared babe.." He kisses my neck. I shrug him off and start to walk away before I fall to the ground my cheek red and stinging and him standing over me. "Don't walk away from me." He spats. "Why am I here?" I sniffle. "You'll see" he smirks and puts his hand out to help me up. I cautiously take his hand and stand up i sniffle again and he pushes me on the bed. I try to stand up and he gets over me pinning my hands above my head "Eleanor..Don't fight it." He whispers and I struggle under him. "What do you want?!" I yell before being slapped again with him letting go of one of my hands. "You know what I want." I feel my stomach lurch because I know what he wants... Me. "No.. No.. Please not again Joseph" I cry my head pulling me back into the old memories of that night when he raped me.. I lost my virginity to him and he is still trying to take all of me. "Yes." He kisses my neck and holds my wrists right above my head. I bite my lip and cry silently "Stop crying or I will make you cry even more." He whispers in my ear. I sniffle and stop crying slowly. He strips me and We are both naked laying on his bed with him on top of me. He reaches in his dresser and pulls out a condom and puts it on. "You ready?" He smirks. I nod solemnly and he slams into me. I cry out but he goes deep, he repeats this for about ten minutes and collapses on top of me. I cry and he slaps my ass. Hard. I look at him and he stands up. "You won't tell anyone about this whore." I shake my head nodding and he throws my clothes at me, I put them on only to see blood on his bedsheets. I flinch and he grabs my face in his hands "Get out tramp." He pushes me down stairs holding my hair and out the door he pushes me on the steps. He slaps me again hard bruising my cheek and slams the door, leaving me outside alone and frightened.