Forgive and Forget❤️

Chapter 17

I woke up to a heavy weight being lifted off the bed and I slowly open my eyes to see Liam walking to the bathroom. I close my eyes getting ready to go back to sleep and hear a chair sliding across the floor, I open my eyes and see Jeffrey moving a chair in front of the door of the bathroom. I sit up quickly, "What are you doing?" He smirks at me and starts to crawl on the bed, I scoot backwards and stand up off the bed, "What are you doing?!" He smirks and pushes me down on the bed and I scream, "Liam!" I hear Liam trying to open the door, twisting the handle and hitting the door with his shoulder, yelling my name as Jeffrey gets on top of me, "I've been waiting for this all night..." He laughs harshly and kisses on my neck softly then pushes his hand up my thigh and into my shorts, I scream and struggle more, trying to push him away but he grabs my waist with both hands digging his nails into my hips and I yelp in pain. I kick him in the nuts and fall off the bed then push the chair out of the way and lay on the floor holding my hips, Liam busts out and tackles Jeffrey onto the ground and punches him repeatedly as I start crying, "L-Liam..." He looks over at me and stands up grabbing Jeffrey then throws him outside of the door along with his stuff, locks the door and runs to me, "Eleanor! Just calm down. It's going to be fine." He picks me up and holds my hips as I gasp crying, collapse into his arms, and cry harder, "What do I do? I don't know what to do!" He lays me on the bed and pulls up my shirt as I yelp, "Liam it hurts..." He nods and lays a towel over the cuts and blood then lays beside me and rubs my head as I cry, "Shhhh.. It's ok Eleanor..." I stand up as stumble into the bathroom after grabbing my make up bag, while Liam sits up and looks at me. I close the door slowly and lay the bag down on the counter and grab my blades out, I turn on the water and put my wrist out and look at myself in the mirror then start making cuts all the way across my wrist and cry, Liam knocks on the door and I look down at all the blood in the sink and rinse it off and grab a big bandaid out of my bag then turn off the water and open the door hiding my hands behind my back and lay my head against Liam's chest. He rubs my back and grabs my wrists, I wince and yelp as he starts to wrap my arms around his neck and stops to look at my arm, "Eleanor. What did you do?" He looks at me and I walk around him, to the bed and pull my knees up to my chest sitting on the edge and cry into my knees, "Liam I don't know what is wrong with me." He grabs my hand and sits beside me, "Nothing is wrong with you... It's those assholes like that, they hurt you!" I lean my head against his shoulder and close my eyes, "I just want to go..." He kisses my forehead softly and rubs the back of my hand with his thumb, "Go where?" I look up at him with tears in my eyes, "6 feet in the ground." Liam shakes his head and pulls me into his lap slowly, "I love you. I would kill myself if you left me or died... " I look at him and smile softly, "I would never leave you... I just want to leave everyone else..." He chuckles and wipes a tear from under my eye, "It's just you and me baby." I lay my head on his chest and close my eyes as he lays back and holds me, "I think we should take a nap, don't you?" I nod and keep my eyes closed, "That's a good idea....." I slowly drift off into sleep as Liam comforts me and holds me against him tightly.