Yoongis POV
A week she's been ignoring me for now.
Did I do something wrong?
Was I that bad in bed?
Surely not?
I walked into my studio frustrated.
"Fuck sake!" I shouted and slammed my fist down on the desk and cursed again as my hand now hurts. Oh shit it really hurts. I touched the sore part and winced in pain.
Well done Yoongi.
I sighed and walked back out quicker than I walked in. No writing songs today I guess.
"Namjoon! Namjoon! Where are you?" I called out down the corridor.
"He's not here! What's wrong?" Jin appeared.
"I've hurt my hand I'm gonna go to the doctors to get it checked in case I've damaged it. Any chance you can drive me?" I asked Jin.
"Ah I can't sorry yoongi. I have to go out. Is Layla home? Could she not take you?"
I didn't even think of Layla because she hasn't been answering my texts or calls. I wish she would. I wanna take her on another date but a proper one.
"Ah I'll message her. Thanks anyways hyung." He nodded and walked out.
Maybe I should go over and tell her it's important?
Here goes nothing.
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So here I am knocking on her door with my good hand as the left one throbs with pain. It's started swelling.
"Layla! Please! It's an emergency!" I said behind the door.
I heard shuffling and the door swung open.
"What's wrong? Are you okay? Are the guys okay?" She noticed my hand. "Oh my god Yoongi what have you done. You need to go to the hospital now. Cmon I'll take you." I could only nod as I followed her to the car and got in the passenger side. I smiled to myself as I looked out the window humming to the radio.
"I'm sorry." I turned to her confused.
"For what?" I asked.
"Ignoring you for this long. I didn't mean to. Well, I did but not for a bad reason. Okay it kinda was a bad reason but I'm just so scared Yoongi." She parked the car and looked into my eyes. She had tears forming and all I wanted to do was hug her and tell her it was gonna be okay. I can't promise her that.
I put my hand on her cheek and wiped a stray tear that had found it's way out.
"I forgive you. I just wanted to know what I had done." I smiled sadly at her.
"It's not you. Trust me. I just haven't fully gotten over my husband you know? We were together for so long and I expected us to be together forever. I haven't felt like this about anyone since him. You make me feel alive again, like I have a purpose other than my daughter and that scares me Yoongi." I go to answer and she puts a finger on my lip to tell me to shush. "You make me feel useful, like I need to be here. I miss being a wife and having someone other than Tali. Don't get me wrong I love her but I'm lonely. So fucking lonely and you make me feel like I have someone. All these emotions and feelings scare me because when I fall, I fall hard Min Yoongi and I'm scared you'll break me." Her eyes were piercing into my soul at this point. The only thing I could think of doing was kissing her.
So I did.
I kissed her with all of the passion I had inside of me.
"I can't promise it'll be smooth sailing and easy but I can promise to do my best and make you as happy as I can love because you deserve it." I forgot about the pain in my hand for a moment and put both my hands on her face. "Oh shit! Fuck! That hurt" I winced and took my hand back as I tried to focus on something other than the pain shooting through my hand.
"Ah Min Yoongi let's get you in the hospital now." She laughed at me and we got out of the car.
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So turns out, I broke my hand. In two places. Namjoon isn't very happy but the doctor said it'll only be about a month for it to heal properly as they're not serious breaks. We don't go on tour for another 2 months anyways so it should be fine by then.
After the hospital I took Layla for a coffee and we just had a nice time. We strolled around the park and fed the ducks at the pond. It didn't feel real.
Were we dating?
I have no idea. We haven't discussed anything yet but I think that's good.
We just need to see where life takes us.
She dropped me back off at home before going to pick her daughter up.
I can't believe she's a mom. She's so young but she seems like an amazing mom. I've always wanted kids. Maybe we could have some together. We'd make cute as fuck babies.
Wow yoongi. Stop that. You're getting ahead of yourself again. I shook my head and went back to thinking about Layla.
She's beautiful.
Breathtaking even. She makes me speechless sometimes when I just stare at her. She has an amazing face. I'm so smitten wow.
I also can't believe she was married. I hope I can make her as happy as Tom did. She told me all about him and he sounded like an amazing man and I'll protect his girls as good as I can. They deserve it.
My phone buzzed and I picked it up to see who it was. I smiled when Layla's name showed up.
Layla: hey... so I was wondering if you wanted to come over for dinner next week with me and Tali? Maybe yous can get to know each other better. :/
She's so cute. I bet she's blushing even asking me. I always notice her blushing and looking away as if I can't see it. It's too cute.
Yoongi: that would be great love. I'm excited to get to know her better as well as you. ;)
Was the wink too much? I don't think so. I mean we have slept together. We haven't spoke about that night yet. I'm worried about bringing it up in case she regrets it. I know I don't. It was perfect.
The way our skin touched. The way we moulded perfectly together while spooning after.
Everything was perfect.
I smiled, put my phone down and got into bed thinking about the wonderful woman that had captured my heart.
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A/N: min Yoongi is falling in loveee. How are you all? I hope everyone's well :))
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