New Beginnings - Min Yoongi

1.7

Tali's birthday finally! I know I should be excited but I can't help but feel anxious everytime I look or talk to anyone. I'm keeping this secret that is eating me alive.

Do I tell someone?

Do I tell yoongi?

How do I tell yoongi?

Do I even want to keep this baby?

Thoughts were filling my head every second of the day, consuming me. Thankfully I had already planned Tali's party so it'll be good to think about something else for the day. I can't even remember the last time I slept.

After passing out at the doctors, he proceeded to tell me I was 6 weeks pregnant which is still super early but in 6 weeks time I'll have to go for my first scan. I'm so scared.

Guilt is also consuming me as I feel obliged to tell yoongi but at the same time he's famous. This could ruin everything for him and I am not doing that to him. We aren't even dating for goodness sake and here I am, pregnant with my freaking crush?! What am I?! A teenager?! I've been ignoring all of them since I found out. I can't lie and I don't wanna tell anyone yet, it's too soon.

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I was busy setting up for the party when my phone rang and thinking it was my mam I answered.

"Hello?"

"Layla!! Finally! What's wrong? Why are you ignoring my calls and texts? Have I done something? Did something happen? Are you okay?" Yoongis frantic and worried voice boomed through the speakers. Shit. Too late to hang up now.

"I'm- um, I- er." All I could do was stutter. Way to go Layla, make a fool out of yourself why don't you.

"Layla? What's going on?"

"Nothings going on."

"Why are you ignoring me then."

"I've been busy and so have you. Sometimes we just have to get on with our lives yoongi." Shit that was harsh. I held back tears.

"Oh... um so do you want me to go?" His voice cracked at the end. Don't say it Layla. Don't.

"Yes." A single tear rolled down my face. I hung up the phone and the tears started pouring from my eyes. Agh I'm an emotional wreck. Why did I say that? My phone started buzzing almost immediately after hanging up.

JINNIE: why's yoongi crying? What happened? He won't tell us what's wrong?

Jiminie: Layla, ring me as soon as. Wanna make sure you're okay❤️

Taetae: Layla love, what's happened with yoongi? He said he was ringing you and then he stormed off?

HOEseok: ah Layla, let us know if you're okay and what's happened please

Kook: yahhhh answer one of us please :((

Joon: Layla, we're worried about both of you please answer us...

I sighed and slid down the wall, I can't deal with this at the minute.

After a few minutes of crying, I just stared at my lockscreen. It was me and yoongi when we decided to do an impromptu photo shoot on one of our dates. We both looked so serious. I miss him. Now I've ruined it all.

There's no time to cry Layla. I have 4 hours till Tali is back from my parents house. Mikey is coming too and apparently he has a big announcement so there's that to look forward to also.

All of Tali's friends were coming for 1pm with their parents. I'm so excited to see her little face. I gave her the presents from me this morning before she went to my parents and to see Mikey as I knew I had to set up and bake and stress really.

I stood up from the ground wiping my tears and pants and started getting ready for the day.

An hour later and the cupcakes were in the oven nearly done. I just had to cook the party food later on and go pick up her cake when the cupcakes were finished. I should probably get ready.

While in the shower I looked down at my stomach; there's a human in there. What does one do in a situation of unsureness? I am still not sure. I sighed and quickly showered before getting dressed. An oversized hoodie and sweat pants will do for now.

I took the cupcakes out to cool as they were done baking. I turned the oven off because last time I didn't and nearly burnt the house down oops.

I grabbed my bag and car keys and headed out the door.

I drove to the cake shop and asked the woman if the cake was ready. Thankfully it was. Ah the cake was everything I had asked for and more! The ladies did a beautiful job. It was like a fairytale cake, it was colourful and vibrant, everything Tali loved.

I thanked them and rushed back to my car. Now to drive home without breaking the cake. Yay.

I arrived home safely and now it was half 11 so I didn't have much time left till people started arriving. I realised I had gotten a text from Hana saying her and Ae-cha were coming early to help. I had gotten pretty close with them both as Ae-cha has a little boy the same age as Tali and Hana was an amazing friend.

I placed the cake on the food table right in the middle, next to the donuts. Tali was going to love her party, I had set up a big gazebo outside in the garden for a little tea party kinda. There were fairy lights for when it got dark so they could still enjoy themselves outside as long as it wasn't cold and then inside there was cushions and blankets ready for a movie. I hope she likes it.

Halfway through cooking the food, the doorbell went. I ran to the door and pulled Hana and Ae-cha in the house, along with her little boy Hae-ho.

"So, we have an hour till everyone starts arriving, we still have food to bake and some banners and balloons to hang. Is that okay? Hae-ho can play in the garden if he wants?" I asked them.

"Sure!"

"Of course!"

"Okay, let's get to work!"

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A/N: okay I'm fully aware at how BAD this chapter is. Please forgive me. I promise it'll get better... eventually😂