Hope (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 14

Niall’s P.O.V

            I was watching her sleep. She even looks like Sky when she’s asleep. I gently stroked a piece of lose hair from her face and tuck it behind her ear. When I let go of her hair a couple of her hair strands were in between my hands and I looked at it and was confused I didn’t pull on that hard. How come her hair is falling out? It’s not like she’s shredding because we don’t shred unless.

             I looked at Sky and she looked at me and then my hands. She looked like she saw a ghost. Louis also looked at her and then at me. Skylar looked down at her shoes.

            “Skylar is there something your hiding from us?” I said. No answer. “Skylar c’mon please tell us is there anything going on with Hope? Because she lost 10 strands of her hair and I didn’t even pull her hair.” I said but she didn’t answer.

                We stood there in silence for about 5 minutes and then she broke the silence.

               “I didn’t want to tell you guys this but Hope has Heart cancer and she only has 5 years to live a-and they say they are trying their best to help her b-but I don’t know if they’ll be able to and I’m scared and I don’t know what to do because she is my only pride and joy and I don’t want to lose her. I don’t know what to do.” Skylar said and started crying. Louis and I were shocked. How could she not tell us! Well I mean they just told her today also but I think she couldn’t have the courage to tell us.

                “Why didn’t you tell us when you came back from talking to that nurse lady then? You had to lie and say everything was going to be okay but it isn’t?” Louis said. She just looked at both of us then sat on the bed looked at Hope.

Skylar P.O.V

        I don’t even know how to respond. All I just did was went back and sat down next to Hope and watch her sleep. I don’t want to lose my baby girl. Louis and Niall both walked out of the room to god know where but I just stayed put.

         A nurse came in and smiled at me.

        “Are you thirsty or feeling the need you want to eat? I can bring you some food if you like?” She said.

         “Oh not thanks! But I do have a question.” I said.

          “What might that question be?” She asked holding a clipboard in her hand.

           “Is there anything I can do to keep my daughter alive? I know there can something I can do? Please this is my child were talking about and I don’t want to lose her at such a young age please tell me I will whatever to keep my baby alive and healthy. Please what is it that I have to do?” I said wiping my tears.

           “Miss. Blue I’m sorry but there isn’t anything you can do unless a heart transplant and I don’t think you should-” I cut her off.

           “I’ll do it! If this keeps her alive and breathing I will do it!” I said. I don’t care if I have to give her my life I just want her to be alive and not have cancer.

            “Miss. Blue are you willing to give your life up for your child?” She asked me.

            “Yes I will do whatever it takes to keep her alive.” I said.

        She looked at me with a frown.

        “Miss. Blue if you are willing to then I will bring you the papers to sign.” She said and the walked out of the room and closed the door.

           I can’t believe I am going to do this. I need to this because Hope is my child and I will do anything to keep that smile on her and to keep her alive because if I didn’t have her I don’t know where I’d be. She makes me smile whenever I’m with her she doesn’t fail at making others smile. Cancer is a bitch and I will admit it because it really is. Why does it have to be my child who get it? I wish life was fair.

            The door opened and it was the nurse.

            “Here are the papers you need to sign! All you need to do is put your signature and say that you agree at all terms that weather you only you will survive this or not but they person you are transplanting the heart to is going to be okay but there will either be death when they are doing the surgery or after.” She said. I was now scared. I thought of it who is going to take care for my baby girl? I guess I am going to Emily one way or another before it happens.

             “Oh and I forgot to mention the surgery won’t happen until I’d maybe say until she is at stage 3 going on to 4.” She said. Good because that means I can still spend all my time with Hope before the surgery.

              I signed all the papers she gave me and then gave them to her.

              “Oh and can you do me a favor and please please don’t tell they guys that were with me that I’m going to this please? I will tell them when I have time.” I said and she nodded and left out the door.

               I looked at Hope sleeping. She looks so peaceful. I grabbed her tiny little hands and kissed them.

            “I will do whatever it takes to keep you alive I promise you sweetie and I won’t break that promise ever.” I whispered and then kissed her hands again. I put my head down next her and closed my eyes and let sleep take over me.

SORRY THAT WAS A SHORT CHAPTER BUT I PROMISE YOU GUYS TOMORROW I WILL UPDATE MORE BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO AND DO SOMETHING!!!!!! TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT OF THIS CHAPTER!!! OKAY!!! BYES!!! :) ILY!!!!!

~Angelina <3