Santana's Cousin | Quinn Fabray

"Your new best friend"

It's been a month since Sam Evans became concern to me. After the encounter in that empty class that I regret so much to have seen, Sam and Quinn have been inseparable and more since Sam joined the Glee club, just for Quinn, and sang that duet with Quinn, so fucking charming. I roll my eyes at my thoughts as I sit in the park when Brittany, Santana, Quinn, and I used to go when one of us had a problem or a bad day, well more like a month now.

I can feel somebody sit next to me, Santana, "Weren't you supposed to have a date with Britt?" "Yeah, but it seems that Britt gave Lord Tubbington something weird, I don't know the story but the only thing that matters is that I don't have a date tonight" she finishes the explanation and we go back to our thoughts "What brings you here San? I didn't think not having a date with Brittany could be that depressing" I tease her slightly "Shut up" she sighs before she continues "I was bored at home and I decided to drive a little bit around town and I saw you sitting here, I wanted to talk with you for some time now and this was the perfect time" "What about?" she hums in question "What did you want to talk about?"

I look at her trying to find the answer and when she looks at me I for sure know this is a conversation I'm not going to like "Quinn" Santana says simply, I try to play dumb "What about Quinn?" "Don't play with me, Y/N. We both know what this shit is about" I can feel her get angrier at the minute so I decided to be honest with her and pour my feeling in the conversation "I know Brittany told you about my feelings towards Quinn, I'm surprised she made it this far without telling the whole school honestly and I also know that you're not happy that I didn't tell you personally but I couldn't care less right now. It hurts a lot couz, having to hear all the comments of people betting on when are they going to get together, if they are going to last or not, it fucking hurts. But what hurts more is the fact that I haven't had a conversation alone with Quinn since two days after she introduced me to the glee club. And I can't feel jealous because I didn't have the guts to tell her about my feelings before this stupid blonde boy who everybody loves came to town and stole her attention. What am I supposed to do? Just sit around and wait for the moment when she will finally talk to me again? Should I move on? I'm just utterly lost"

By the end of my ramble, tears of desperation are falling from my eyes. Santana stands up and brings me with her, pulling me in a much-needed hug she softly whispers in my ear "I think you should do both" I look at her confused "What?" "Maybe you should do both, wait for her to come to her senses but don't let her be the most important person in your life, find other people to talk to and be close to, somebody to dance around and to have sleepovers with and someone who will be by your side not matter what happens, find your new best friend" I nod my head in agreement.

TIME SKIP

In the past week I have followed Santana's advice and I'm surprised it worked and now I can tell you that I think I have found my 'new best friend', much to the displeasure of my cousin. Rachel and I have been inseparable after my heart to heart with Santana. It's funny how good we get along, when we are together Rachel becomes less annoying and I become less sassy. Right now, we're walking to glee, we are in the middle of a conversation, I'm trying to explain to Rach why I haven't seen Funny Girl before but she isn't having it, saying my life will have so much more sense when I see it.

We both sit next to each other still engrossed in our conversation when a shadow appears, we both look up to see Quinn looking directly at me and ignoring Rachel completely "Hi Rachel, Y/N. I was just here to ask Y/N if we could talk?" That gets the attention of Santana who has recently enter the choir room, I ask San with my eyes if I should give her a chance which she responds with a nod. I sigh and take her hand as we both walk out of the choir room and to an empty classroom, the same classroom where she and Sam were a month ago, yikes.

"What do you want" she looks at the floor and mumbles something "I'm sorry, if you're going to speak to the floor maybe a should give you guys some privacy" I speak with a raised eyebrow. "I say that I'm sorry for not talking to you, I was trying to figure something out-" "What? your feelings to the 'Sam I am' boy?" "No, but talking about feelings I have something to tell you" "Oh so now I'm your best friend again" I sass at her "Could you please stop, I'm trying to tell you something important and now I'm starting to regret that decision" "Okay" "Thank, you. What I wanted to tell you was that..." "..."

"I think I'm gay"