"What are we?"

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Y/N's pov:

It's been two months since Quinn kissed me in the parking lot. We have become inseparable, always hugging, or kissing each other's cheek, holding hands when we walk through the hallways, overall being attached to the hip. Santana and Brittany are also making progress, even though Santana doesn't like to admit it.

It's also been two months since I last talked to Rachel. It seems that maybe my theory was true and she did developed romantic feelings for me, now she ignores me every time we are in the same room, rolling her eyes when I walk into one room, luckily, we only share two classes, because it would be so weird having that toxic atmosphere in most of my classes.

My relationship with Quinn has been wonderful but I don't know what we are, sure we kissed occasionally, but does that make us girlfriends? Or just friends that know they have romantic feelings for the other but are too afraid of doing anything? This question has come to my mind too many times and I'm starting to feel a little insecure about this relationship.

Right now, I'm in my bed thinking about this, should I tell Quinn? Things are going well between us and I don't want to mess it up. This is so new for us and I know Quinn is scared about how people are going to react, we all know how much she cares about people's opinion.

Also, both of us haven't come out yet, I think my parents will react fine but I have my doubts about Quinn's, with them been religious and all that shit. Don't get me wrong I love Quinn's parents, both of them, they have always been so sweet to me, but they have some opinions that I don't and will never share with them.

A knock on the door interrupts the internal discussion with myself, the door opens and Quinn enters the room in all her glory a smile adorning her face. "Hey, what are you doing here? Shit, tell me I didn't forget anything important" my mind goes through all the birthdays, anniversaries and other important events to try and get out of the hole that I just dug myself into "Relax you didn't forget anything, I was just bored and I thought you could entertain me" she plops down in my bed and instantly she cuddles into me, her heads rests comfortably in my chest, it looks like my heartbeat relaxes her in some way, I use my arm to pull her closer to me and we stay in silence for some minutes.

"What's on your mind?" the question caught me by surprise, I didn't think it would be that easy to read me "it's... nothing, don't worry just dumb stuff" She lifts her head up from my chest, because of how well she knows me she doesn't believe a word that comes out of my mouth, instead she raises an eyebrow, something she does every time she knows I'm lying "Don't lie to me, I know something is up and I want you to tell me what it is" Her tone is so serious that I'm afraid that if I don't tell her what I'm thinking, people won't see me again.

I fight goes inside me, should I tell her? What it's the worst thing that could happen? Well, she could freak out and make this super uncomfortable to me or she could stay as calm and relax as she is right now, apparently, I'm incapable of keeping my mouth shut because of how it starts to talk without my consent "What are we?"

Now she's the one taken by surprise, Quinn sits up immediately, her eyes wide and her mouth moves but nothing comes out of it, like fish out of water. It takes her a few minutes for her to finally answer "Whatever you want to be" "So if I asked you to be my girlfriend would you say yes?" From the exterior it could have sounded as teasing, a joke, but by the look in my eyes everybody could tell this was plain serious "Why would I say no" After she stops talking, she kisses me like she has never done before, everything that we feel is said in that kiss. I pull away and she whines at the lost of contact, which obviously makes me laugh. I stand up and walk in front of her, she looks confused as I do so.

"So, I'm not doing this long romantic speech because clearly that's your thing and also this is not one of those romantic movies were both of them end up in tears and they kiss which for some people is super romantic and cute and for me is just plain gross so I'm going straight to the point, Will you be my girlfriend?" By this point I'm on my knees, her hands are interlaced with mines and my heart couldn't beat faster. Quinn has the biggest grin in her face and her eyes have reached this beautiful emerald green color, showing she's also excited.

"Of course I'll be your girlfriend, dumbass" 

The only thing that it's left is coming out... yeah, I don't know about that.

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