[Thirty Nine]

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(No one's pov)

Today was another one of those days. He was sitting in his bedroom, the door locked, crying on the floor while watching old videos of him and Jimin. He wished he could go back in time to fix what happened. He wanted to force Jimin to stay with him, no matter if it resulted in a fight.

Fuck it, he couldn't love anyone else. Not after what he and Jimin went through together. They went through hell to get to that point, they were made for each other.

No matter how much it messed up their family he needed to break up with Taehyung. It's pointless to stay in a relationship where they both don't feel the same way. He knew it would break Taehyung but he just can't do this.

"I'm sorry...I can't fucking do this..."

Taehyung on the other hand was busy downstairs since their son was at a sleepover and the house needed cleaned. He wasn't going to ask Jungkook to help him either because he's a good boyfriend and knows that during these episodes Jungkook won't move.

He suddenly heard the sound of something breaking against the wall and ran upstairs, worried that something happened.

"Are you ok!?"

"No, just leave me the fuck alone!"

Taehyung reached out to gently hold him. "Jungkook, I can't do that. I can't leave you alone, especially like this."

"Don't touch me!"

"What's going on with you?"

"I-I'm....breaking up with you...."

Taehyung felt like his whole world shattered at that exact moment, he thought they were doing good now. As much as he wanted to deny it, he was actually crying over this. He loved Jungkook's more than anything else.

"What...?"

"I can't get over him I fucking can't! He was the love of my life and he's gone! I want him back...." Jungkook sobbed. "I want to be with him again...."

Jungkook slowly got up and went over to the nightstand, with a dead look in his eyes. He opened the small drawer and pulled out a small box before handing it to Taehyung.

Nothing mattered now, nothing at all. He just wanted to see Jimin again, he wanted to be by his side again. He walked over to the balcony outside and hoped onto the edge, just sitting there, dangling his legs.

He couldn't hear anything other than the cars down below, not even Taehyung begging him to come back inside.

"I'm sorry Taehyung...."

He closed his eyes and waited to hit the ground. At some point he opened his eyes and saw Taehyung holding him tightly while crying into his back.

"Let me go....I want to be with him...."

"No! I'm not letting you end your life, I fucking love you so much, why would I want to let you get hurt.."

Jungkook finally broke his trance and began crying again while gripping onto Taehyung's hand tightly. Taehyung gently ran his fingers through Jungkook's hair and whispered into his ear.

A few minutes later he heard soft snores coming from Jungkook and laid him down into bed. He got up to leave the room but got held back because of the strong grip Jungkook had on his hand.

"Stay Hyungie..."

~The next morning~

Jungkook woke up in Taehyung's arms and sat up. All the memories of yesterday flooded into his mind and he wanted to apologize. He shouldn't have said that to Taehyung.

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