𝐋𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐍𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬

P R O L O U G E

"faking a smile is easier than explaining why i'm sad"

TRIGGER WARNING; sexual assault and suicide

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I've always hated breakfast because it was a reminder that I'm living one more day in this fucked up world I call life.

Ever since summer started all I did was sleep since all my friends were scattered around the country.

When I tried to end my life two years ago my aunt Carol decided it was best for me to go to boarding school. I mean I wouldn't blame her for her to ship me off to a small town in Virginia so she won't have to deal with my depressed ass, but who knew it would have been the best thing that has happened in my life.

Raven is my roommate and ever since we hit it off. She made me find out what a real friendship was, but not love. I've never loved someone before, In fact, I don't even know what love is. If it weren't for her boarding school would have been just the same as any other school I've been to.

My entire childhood was so fucked, from having a drug addict of a mother to a father who didn't even bother to come back home one day. My disgrace of a mother had a new boyfriend every week. I'd say about 80% of them sexually assaulted me. It's daunting how it came to a point where I thought it was normal and was just waiting for them to come into my room at night.

There are more chapters in my life that stay hidden. Not because I'm ashamed of anything because I stopped giving a fuck what people thought of me but for me not to try and do anything else that could result in me being dead.
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